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2011-08-25T23:55:00.001+08:00

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Inside out.

2011-08-18T22:24:00.005+08:00

A thousand times I've failed, still your mercy remains.

And should I stumble again, still I'm caught in your Grace...

The Lord is awesome... He loves everyone of us and forgives us countless times despite us disappointing Him everyday.

Even if I'm sorry, the guilt in me makes me feel that I'm so unforgivable.

I repeat my mistakes, I keep doing them again and again.

I tried to stop, yet sometimes I lost to temptation.

Last night wasn't a great night for me, my mind was filled with lots of stuffs... Making me feel so sad and angry.

Sometimes, thinking about the past makes me tear up a lot.

I cried an ocean, my heart was physically hurt.

These days I often felt stinging pain in my elbow and somewhere above my stomach.

It's really painful, I prayed and prayed. . Hoping the pain will never ever come back.

Anyway, I'm fine. I just felt like blogging this to make myself feel better.

It's 超频 now, and I'm sure everyone's affected from it.

But most importantly, I must stand firm in Christ. For I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Alright, I'm tired. Shall blog again next time.

Exam starts tomorrow, all the best to everyone.

And congrats to those who scored As for their Mother Tongue Paper.

As for those who scored B and so, don't fret, you can do better!

May God bless all of you.

Life.

2011-08-13T13:26:00.002+08:00

I remembered my pastor said this several times...

To "live life as if Jesus is coming back tomorrow".

This picture was taken on this year's June during my baptism. It was an awesome experience, even though I did not feel that a lot of things changed at that instant after I baptised, I realized I'm drawing closer to God after a while..

When I pray, God listens. My prayers are always answered, thank God for that.

Last night my pastor shared important points which we have to take note of in order to be raptured..

After he has finished sharing, I felt that I haven't do a lot of things. I've always wondered why I cannot be even closer to God, such as hearing Him and such.. Then I noticed that I did not do my part well to know Him more....

But it's okay, there's still 1 month+ left to go. I'll try my best and fill my ears with His words.

Yay, I'm excited for today's service.

Shall go and prepare soon, got to go now, bye!

God bless.

Satisfaction to end my Monday!

2011-08-01T19:26:00.002+08:00

Wooohoooo! I've completed another God's work!

Hey readers, I'm feeling so satisfied now!

I just spent the whole afternoon doing my church's video (Inputting translations, etc)

And now, I'm done!! This feeling of satisfaction is so so so AWESOME.

Haha, yay! Can't describe how happy I am now.

I can focus on my studies this week already! Thank God!

I'm glad that I used my time well today.

I shall work on my SMM Revision notes soon, hmmm...

Gotta start mugging for Semestral Examinations which are coming up in a few weeks' time!

Alright, got to go and shower now!

Good bye!

God bless all of you! ♥

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Romans 8:28

2011-07-31T12:37:00.004+08:00

万事都互相效力，叫爱神的人得益处！

I have to keep reminding myself this verse and Philippians 4:13 - "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." The days might be difficult now, but I know my family can definitely pull through it! Recently, some unexpected incidents happened and we're all shocked and of course, upset. My dad's the most "heartbroken" one I would say...

Satan wants to attack my family with all sorts of bullshit, however, at this time... My parents are the one who are really sad but as for me, I feel more shocked than sad. I cannot imagine a friend of mine could actually did that kind of stuff. I'd rather a stranger doing that... Sigh, I'm so sad and disappointed in that friend of mine. But thank God, I'm not alone. God is with me all the time, I believe things would be better soon. I'm grateful to my friends who tweeted to me and cared for me when I'm "down". Love them all.

Let this incident be a reminder to me, to alert me that I should rely on God all the time and trust Him with all my heart because He is the only one who is 100% trustworthy. I have no worries of any friends betraying me or backstabbing me or whatever, because God is here to protect and take a look out for me. I know I'm always safe as long as my heart is with Him.

Friend, I'm praying for you as well.. Since you're a child of God but you did those stuffs which you shouldn't do... I really don't know how to react but I'll keep praying for you. Please let God be in your life from now on.... Amen.

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Changed my blog song, it's beautiful...
The singer's voice reminds me of SHINEE's Onew.

LOL. Still, it's an awesome song.

但以理12:3

2011-07-26T19:41:00.003+08:00

- Daniel 12:3

~The darker it is, the brighter we will shine.~

Proverbs 10:12

2011-07-23T11:42:00.001+08:00

When you feel life's aimless and meaningless, don't fret, because God is always waiting for you to return to His side. Let his love pour on you every single day, let your days be so much happier and filled with excitement and challenges. Let Him be with you to overcome those challenges. Let Him be in your life to make you understand and feel what's eternal happiness and true love.

Have an enjoyable weekend, God bless you!

Psalms 91.

2011-07-17T13:17:00.002+08:00

Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."

Surely He will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.

He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.

A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.

You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.

If you say, "The LORD is my refuge," and you make the Most High your dwelling, no harm will overtake you, no disaster will come near your tent. For He will command His angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

You will tread on the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

"Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.

With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation."

God is so awesome... I'm gonna memorize this verse and engrave it in my heart. Hallelujah. ♥

Let today be that day.

2011-07-13T16:29:00.004+08:00

- Will Rogers

"Do not dwell in the past,
do not dream of the future,
concentrate the mind on the present moment."

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Beautiful girls all over the world.

2011-07-12T22:37:00.008+08:00

- Helena Rubinstein

Picture credits: http://alturl.com/5of9f

William Shakespeare once said

2011-07-12T19:36:00.013+08:00

"You say you love the rain, but you open your umbrella when it rains.

You say you love the sun, but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.

You say you love the wind, but you close your windows when the wind blows.

That is why I am afraid, you say you love me too."

Picture credits: http://alturl.com/z7ypm

Math Headache?

2011-07-12T15:06:00.008+08:00

Headache from Math!!! ):

Hi guys, I'm currently in class now having my Math tutorial.

Oh gosh and I just got back my result for my Math paper, and I got 41.5/60.

Omg, just 1/2 more mark to getting a B. Sad, but my tutor "comforted" me and said it's only 25% of my whole Math. They will still count my assignments, participation marks, and my End of Year Math paper to determine my result.

Thank God. *Relieved*

Hahahaha, I'm currently working on my tutorial questions -.-

Well I'm kinda reluctant to do. . . @_@

Shall force myself to do nonetheless.

Post again later or tomorrow! Long day today, but it's gonna be over in 2 and a 1/2 hours time!

Hopefully my PT will dismiss us early today.

Good bye! Have a nice day~

May God bless you, my fellow readers. ♥

P.S: I wonder who reads my blog?

Let's start anew.

2011-07-11T18:53:00.007+08:00

Hi guys,

I'm back once again! Spent hours searching for blogskin and editing it.

Finally, I'm done! How is it? Kinda plain huh? Hahahaha.

Anyway I love how simple it is! ;)

Alright, it's time for me to take a shower and do my edius! Revision next hmmm(?)

We shall see later! Will post again tomorrow I guess.

Very tired now, bye!

May God bless you, my fellow readers. ♥

Fruitful day with Brad, sis and Lianyi!

2011-06-08T00:24:00.004+08:00

(From left to right) Lianyi, sis, me, Brad

Hello readers!

Today I went to meet Brad and my sis! Wahahaha.

I met up with Lianyi at 5pm and headed to church to get my videos.
Then we went to Chongpang Mac for our dinner and we chatted and laughed A LOT.
It's like the whole Mac is filled with our laughters. HAHAHA!
Awesome! Then we traveled down to Bishan and went to J8 to shop. Wow, we took a surprising LONG time. :X
Afterwards we headed to Dome to meet up with sis and Brad!
We chatted for about an hour and so then we headed back home :D
A memorable day indeed!

Lianyi & Brad!

I love this picture!

Another pic with Brad! ^^

THE END.

The start of my 3-weeks holiday.

2011-06-06T16:57:00.004+08:00

Iced Shaken Lemon Passion Tea

Sup readers!

I'm back with some pictures!!

Oh btw, I'm having my holidays now! Yay! (Even though it's 3 weeks only -.-)

Hahaha, anyway, I was @ Starbucks in Civic Centre with my Math group doing our Math assignment/project.

After quite some time, Pauline texted me and said she saw me. LOL.

She was with Baobao at that time, and I went to said hi :D

After that I went back to my seat and continued our assignment (?)

There are 2 parts in the assignment, and both of them are linked together.

However, we don't really know how to do the 2nd part so we ended our Math project just like that.

Hahaha, then everyone went home!

When I reached home, I brought my dog, Bobby down for a walk and went to open the letterbox as well. And voilà! I received my foldable water bottle like finally?! (After so many weeks) >.<

I got the pink one! :D

Then we headed home. I have no idea why my dog suddenly loves to attract our attention so much that he kept walking towards me or my mom while wagging his tail, lol.

So he was doing that to me just now when I wanted to take a photo of my foldable water bottle, but I failed as the waterbottle in the picture turned out to be red colour -.-

Thus I decided to camwhore with Bobby!

And just as his mouth was open, I open my mouth too and tadaaaaaaaaaa, that's the pic! HAHAHAHA

*AHHHHHHHHHH*, THANKS FOR READING! BYE!

GOD BLESS YOU!

Change.

2011-06-02T17:27:00.005+08:00

I know I need to change, but just by knowing isn't enough at all.

The weather is changing, the world is changing.

You and I, everyone is changing.

Time goes faster and faster, but did anyone

actually care about it?

Life goes on as per normal, and most people are oblivious to what's going on around the world.

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Anyway, I'm feeling rather unwell today.

My throat was "on the verge of death" since yesterday, thanks to the popcorns and potato chips.

OMG and guess what! I actually ate Mcdonalds today just for the pink can!! HAHAHA.

Oh well, but thank God my mom just got me 2 bottles of herbal tea.

1 of them has the bitter powder inside, omg D:

But I'm willing to drink it so that I can recover and enjoy my BBQ tomorrow!

Okay, it's time for me to drink it, I'll be back again.

Stay tune for more updates, bye!

Back once again,

2011-05-31T22:20:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm finally back after a long time!

I sort of edited my blogskin a little bit here and there.

Anyway, I shall think of what to post then I'll write again!

Thanks a lot for reading, please stay tune for more! ;)

God bless you.

Complicated.

2010-05-04T19:04:00.009+08:00

It's so simple, yet so complicated.

Completed my 1st Paper today. (Including oral)

Man, it was exhausting.

I hope I can do well.

Shall not dwell on it anym :)

Because it's over!

Haha.

Feeling kinda hungry now.

It's time to go and buy my dinner.

Short post for today.

Don't wish to elaborate any further.

Ask me if you wanna know smth :)

Bye!

x.o.x.o

P.S: Will that day come?

I love my new blogsong,

credits to Euggie oppa.

Burpppp.

2010-05-02T23:05:00.004+08:00

Lethargic!

Still have work to do ):

I really feel like sleeping, but I can't!

2 more days to first paper.

School's crazy. Gave us EL Paper 1 , 2 , 3 in a day. -.-

Paper 3 is Oral. And it'll be in the late afternoon for our class.

Like around 4+ I think? D:

But never mind, I will try my best in the papers ;)

Alright, it's time to go.

I wanna close my eyes and off to my dreamland~

Haha, goodnight everyone!

Oyasumi :D

I really luv the kiss.

Burn out.

2010-04-28T18:34:00.003+08:00

Think I should come back and blog once in a blue moon ,

One word to describe how I feel now: Fatigue

I'm totally worn out.

Having headaches these days, and the feeling is terrible. ):

Anyway, today is a weary day.

Took Additional Mathematics Mock Exam today, and it was horrendous S:

But it's okay, I must be optimistic and look forward to work even better.

Thank God for guiding me through.

Thank God for giving me strength to hold on.

Thank God for everything.

Praise the Lord.

Alright, I don't feel like elaborating any further.

My eyes hurt /:

Do tag on my tagboard before you leave.

Thank you.

P.S: Luv you, noob baby.

IT'S BEEN SO SO SO LONG !

2010-04-27T18:19:00.007+08:00

It's been so long ,

Hey everybody .

It's been quite a long time since I've last posted .

Really sorry about that .

Still, just wanna pinpoint this .

I just came back to post for a bit and I'll stopped until my 'O's ended most probably .

So.. Yup, this is my last post for now .

Everything's going pretty well .

I'm happy with what I have now .

Working towards to be able to serve God and get closer to Him .

Trying my best to really study hard .

And thank God for being there every time .

Okay, it's time to go .

I've Amath Mock Exam tomorrow .

Hope I can do well. Time to study !

Bye ,

May God bless all of you .

I'm happy that I have y♥u with me ;

Luv you ttm ✡

P.S: I'm back to the PINK addiction.

Stress

2010-01-17T11:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, I shall heed sis's advice not to stress myself too much.

Yeap, I really slack like nobody's business last night when I actually wanted to revise for my test .___.

But its okay, I've memorised 1 paragraph of the SEQ.

2 more paragraphs to go, it's easy x:

Shall think this way, lol.

So I timed myself, I managed to memorise 1 paragraph in less than 5mins.

Thank God, I hope I won't forget them during the day of the SS test itself.

Hahaha, anyway.

Changed my blogsong & I'm back to plurk.

Thats all for today,

enjoy my blogsong & goody bye!

Pretty boy.

2010-01-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

태민，너무 예뻐！

Home works are piling up fast.

My patience and temper is getting worse.

Nervousness and anxiousness overcome me.

Feeling the stress that seems to be drowning me very soon...

My heart beats like the bullet-train speed and my mind is in a blank.

Exaggerating but true, I'm going out of control!

Trying to calm myself down with watching youtube and listening to music.

But in fact, I'm just wasting more and more time! T-T

I really don't want to know my science test results.

It looks bad, but I'm not sure if it was me.

I hope I pass, at least.

E & Amath test next Monday.

Here I am, trying to solve Amaths problems but I couldn't do much.

The limit of my patience is almost gone.

I will try my best to get the formulas in my head by tomorrow, latest!

Now I need to get some rest.

Bye now,

♡

Pretty boy, ♡-

Sweeeee.

2010-01-10T15:51:00.006+08:00

Great voices are hard to find.

Great moves are hard to dance.

But I found it.

Hahahahahaha, thanks to Weishan.

I went to youtube and searched SHINee's MVs after WS's craziness over Bling.

After listening to Ring Ding Dong by SHINee, I fell in love with Taemin.

Taemin's mushroom hair has changed to a mature and cool hair!

And he's the main dancer despite he's the youngest (17)

Wow, older than me by a year only. Hahaha.

He's quite tall too, and super skinny [*'д'*] !

Andand, he speaks Chinese too. Wow ^-^!

LOL. Of course, I haven't forgot Massu XD

Massu's new song/- Superman is cute/cool.

Hahaha, the superman suit looks kinda funny when he wears it.

But still, he's MASuperman (L).

A bad start in exchange for a good ending?

2010-01-05T19:37:00.005+08:00

2010

1st Day of the year, wallet was lost.

1st Day of school, I was late.

It's a bad start of a new year.

My first time experience, it wasn't pleasant at all.

After thinking hard why am I having a hard time since the start of the year, something strikes me.

I have no idea whether it was just me or it was God.

As I thought, "A Bad Start may be an exchange of A Good Ending".

And a good ending would be:

1) Parents become Christian/Baptism.

2) 'O' Levels got super good results.

Since starting of the year I've faced 2 bad things, maybe the end of the year would exchange with me these 2 blessings :D

I look forward to this so much!

Haha, thank God.

Anyway, changed blogsong to Fly Again - News.

A nice and meaningful song though I don't really like the starting of this song.

Listen to the end okay! It's chorus is very nice :D

With their great voices, they're SUGOI!

Here's the song's Lyrics:

Itsumo no kaerimichi wo hitori aruki omou yo

Yume ni chikadzuketeiru kana?

Subete wa umaku ikanai sonna no wakatteiru kedo

Nayami wa kienai ne

Daremo ga mirai ni fuan wo kakae noshi yosetekuru jikan ni oware

Kanauka wakaranai yume akiramesou ni natta toki

Hateshinai sora wo miagete ryoute wo hirogete sakebunda

Mada kienai omoi wo mune ni

Kakujitsu ni fumidaseba itsuka FLY AGAIN

Yaritai koto ga attara mayowazu ni susume to ka

Sonna koto wakatteiru sa

Ano hi kawatashita yakusoku imademo oboeteiru nara

Koe kikasete hoshii

Mienai ookina fuan wo kakae mata semarikuru nanika ni oware

Kanauka wakaranai yume akiramesou ni natta toki

Hateshinai sora wo miagete ryoute wo hirogete sakebunda

Mada kienai omoi wo mune ni

Kakujistu ni fumidaseba itsuka FLY AGAIN

Sou sa nani ga okottemo kimi ga mata tabitatsu koto

Shinji utai tsudzukeru kara

Dakara nani ga okottemo namida ni kureru hibi ga atte mo

Ryoute wo hiroge asu e FLY AGAIN

Hateshinai sora wo miagete ryoute wo hirogete sakebunda

Mada kienai omoi wo mune ni

Kakujistu ni fumidaseba itsuka FLY AGAIN

Translations:

I'm thinking of walking alone on the usual way back home
Am I getting any closer to me dreams?

Everything's going badly; I understand that but
The distress isn't disappearing

No one carries anxiety in the future, reaching out and chasing after the gathering time
The dream which I don't know whether it will come true, in the times when I seem to give up

Looking up at the endless skies, I spread my arms and cried out
It hasn't disappeared; those feelings are in my chest
If we stepped out from certainty, someday, FLY AGAIN

If there's something you want to do, you should press forward without hesitation
I understand such things, I guess

The promise we exchanged that day, if I can recall it even now
Your voice, I wish you'll let me hear it

Carrying a huge anxiety which I can't see, chasing after that something which is drawing near again
The dream which I don't know whether it will come true, in the times when I seem to give up

Looking up at the endless skies, I spread my arms and cried out
It hasn't disappeared; those feelings are in my chest
If we stepped out from certainty, someday, FLY AGAIN

I guess it's like that; even if anything happened, you'll take off once again
Because the songs of belief will continue
That's why no matter what happens, even if there are days when you cry,
Spread your arms wide and head towards tomorrow FLY AGAIN

Looking up at the endless skies, I spread my arms and cried out
It hasn't disappeared; those feelings are in my chest
If we stepped out from certainty, someday, FLY AGAIN

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Positive mindset.

2010-01-03T00:12:00.005+08:00

Optimistic.

It's way better than pessimistic.

Perhaps it might be a good thing that I lost it.

Why good? I have no idea.

But God knows, and I believe he understands how I feel.

Speaking of time, I've always estimated the time to do some things.

Like at this particular time I must reach home, then I will start planning.

Though it might not go as good as what I've planned, but I'm always right on time.

Thanks to God, I believe he knew my plans and all.

Yes, at first its like coincidence.

I even thought that I'm good at estimating time.

And whenever I expect something to happen, it always go the other way round.

This is a good thing too, if I think it as one.

Sometimes I expect my friends to be freakin' angry with me when I'm late, but instead they still talk and laugh with me like it didn't happen.

Thank God. Haha, I'm starting to understand all these.

Yesterday when it's gone, I really don't know what to do.

Haha, am feeling the emptiness all of a sudden.

But when I see my church mates laughing and joking like crazy, I can't help but to laugh as well.

Perhaps I can laugh easily. Yes, I really can.

One simple joke without much harm + retarded actions + we

ird sounds can make me laugh till I cry.

After it's gone, many thoughts rushed in my mind.

I thought, "What if I were to choose between my wallet (money) against my church mates?"

My answer would of course be my church mates.

And then I thought, "If losing some money can exchange with me a group of true friends and jokers, why not?"

Maybe you might be thinking that I'm stupid or being ridiculous.

But I'm not. Maybe some may think I am like wasting my money and thinking too much.

Yeah I agree, I hate to lost those money too.

But if I were to think in this positive manner, I would really want happiness instead of some papers created by Mankind.

Thank God for everything, I won't regret losing my valuable.

The most valuable treasure to me is my Church, and of course, God.

Like what the sermon said today, "Inventions are discoveries."

Too vague, I can't recall much.

2010-01-01T22:16:00.005+08:00

Vague memories might led to some incidents ):

Once again, I lost my valuable.

But it has to be either in the bus or church.

Just hope that I can find it in church.

My bad for letting my guard down again ._.

Lord, please help me T.T

I can't afford to lose any more money. ):

Why is it missing at this point of time?

Starting of 2010 and haha. . It's gone :/

And there goes my Ez-link, Girlf's popular card, other cards & my money (sobs)

我不能再丢失我的钱了，

因为我还没把钱还给主...

Music that calms me down.

2009-12-31T12:12:00.006+08:00

Updated blogsong, changed it to a emotional & soothing song.

Just feel that sometimes listening to too catchy songs are quite boring.

So I switched to some slow and meaningful song. :D (but there'r some fast ones too, just not so catchy)

Currently waiting for some Jap albums / new songs to come out.

So just went on youtube and search around for some Korean songs instead.

Haha, so I randomly clicked Suju's songs and I really fall in love with some of their songs ^^

Here are some of their songs that I've just heard:

(P.S: There are fast & slow songs.)

And Suju-M's singing of chinese songs are awesome, their pronunciation is really not bad at all! It is even better than Mandarin singers!

Listen to this:

Think I will update more with Music Videos instead of a wall of text / pictures. :D

Enjoy the songs!

By the way, today is the last day of 2009.

Let's all do our best next year!

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Homeworks down the drain!

2009-12-28T15:14:00.003+08:00

I'm driving crazy by those home works I have!

Instead of saying that I'm chionging them, I am actually trying to chiong them!

Totally different thing x.x

I've so many to complete T_T

Almost done with English! But need to get a book to write the book review -_-

Hmmmpf, I wonder why some of the boys in my class are still slacking around and never even touched those home works LOL.

And here I am, stressing and sweating like a crazy mad dog.

Lol, okay I'm just kidding. Hahahaha.

I told my mom just now when the wind blew at my worksheets and they fly around my living room, "Mama, I'm gonna burn all these papers after next year! T.T"

She replied, "Burn la, but just study hard now lo....."

Lol, lame.

Okay I shall stop this.

Off to complete my summary.

BYEBYE, D:

Time is slowing down, but still there's not enough time!

Girls' Generation - Gee.

2009-12-14T13:10:00.006+08:00

This song is supposed to be a catchy and cute/sweet song.

(Here's the original version)

But instead, Suju cover it as a very soothing and lovely song.

Check it out yo,

Man, you seriously cannot find a lot of people with great vocals.

I think singing is the best to express your feelings,

provided you have a good vocal (:

Getting more & more stress )';

2009-12-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

Screen shot of Crazy Finish Move for 188bpm song

STRESS AH. AIYOYO.

Hahaha, Dec need to go a lot of places x.x

And I haven't complete my homework!!!

Sorry I haven't been blogging these days because I have nothing to write about!

LOL, my parents are nagging me to go to bed.

Alright alright, I'm gonna kun soon. :D

Hehe, okay. I shall go off nowz.

Bye all, hahah. ~

P.S: Tako rocks.

Ika rocks too ~

Wave to Snowman!

(Or rather, snowlady ~)

Fun day! :D

2009-12-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

Me & Honey

Update!

Today was so fun ~

Morning 11am reached Northpoint & waited for all to come.

Ivan was late for 30mins x.x

Waited for 853 at Bus Int & board it on 11.51am.

Reached Kallang Mrt @ 12.30pm++, waited for another bus to go to Kallang Leisure Park.

Ate lunch there then went in to skate for 3 hours.

After that we went to KFC, some boys were eating.
Then I went into the arcade. @ 1st Jonathan & his friend is play basketball, then after a while I went to get some tokens and played the drums there.

Soon, all finish eating and came into the arcade.

Started playing the drums like mad and then beside us were 2 kids playing the drums too.

Then when they went off, they still have 1 or 2 more credits.

So I went and played. :D

After that, Ivan, Reeqe & me went to the parapara dance machine and play.

We were not dancing @ all, I was like swinging my hand here and there but it was super fun.

We laughed like crazy and played for quite long.

Hahaha, it was tiring but very shiok (:

After that, honey told me she don't wanna play pool alr.

So I thought everyone's going home.

Then I took bus 961 to Woodlands and others took 853 back to Yishun.

While I was msging Jon in the bus, suddenly honey msged me and said they'r going to play pool x.x

So I was like zzz, then wanted to meet them.

But they told me that they can't find any place so they played @ the bowling place.

Then in the end I didn't go.

Parents were out, I was bored to death.

Went to Causeway & bought KFC - Black Pepper Chicken Buddy Meal.

Actually was quite hungry, but I too bored until I go buy this buddy meal and almost 'killed' myself -.-

Because I ate too much and really feel like vomiting HAHAHA.

Okay you must be thinking that I'm really siao.

Yes I admit, I am. :D

Okay, that's all.

It was great, I love today ^^

P.S: I never fall today, hahaha!

*Evil laughters*

Blurr Group photo - Taken by 1 angmoh x.x

Homework.

2009-12-07T14:21:00.005+08:00

I still have tons of homework to be completed. ):

Let me list it down:

'/~~Chinese 'O' Level Comprehension Book (J06)3~(J06)12 + (N07)3~(N07)12.~~

'/~~Principles Of Accounts (Correction of errors)~~

'/2 English Comprehension Passages & Book Review

+ ~~Vocabulary list for each passages.~~

'/2 Chemistry Worksheets (Speed of Reaction 1 & 2)

'/Physics TYS.

'/Additional Mathematics & Elementary Mathematics TYS.

It looks quite less but the amount is a lot.

Damn, I'm gonna try to finish them this week.

Off to do homework now ~

The voices that make you smile.

2009-12-05T22:55:00.005+08:00

Perfect voices ever.

Mohhhhhhhhhh, I seriously can't get enough of Massu & Tego's voices.

I must admit, Tegoshi Yuya's voice is the best that I've heard.

And Massu's one is uniquely sweet and gentle. Suteki!

Go listen to Tegoshi's voice, his voice is just so perfect and rich.

One more thing, both of them don't even look like they are over 20 already!!

They look like 17 - 18 only, lol.

Hahaha, I love listening to NeWs's songs (L) ~

Tegomass is the best,

No.201 Post.

2009-12-04T17:30:00.004+08:00

Went out in the morning to Syuhadah's house to pass her money.

Then walked to Causeway Point to meet Mang.

We went to eat Mac and watch movie. But sadly, we were unable to catch Zombieland as its M18 -.-

Damn, so we watched Happy Flight instead. It was just a so-so show.

Because its more about aeroplanes and such, though i learnt some things from there, but I don't find it really interesting haha.

After that went to KFC to eat and then headed to Banquet to do homework.

We did like just a few questions and headed to Timezone.

Played for quite long and suddenly Mang realised that her phone is gone.

We searched around and I called her phone but its off.

Aww, I hope the person is kind enough to return it!

Please God, I beg you please let Mang get back her phone!

That's all for today, I'm so sorry Mang!

And the DJ said,

"Whenever you're wrong, admit it.

Whenever you're right, SHUT UP."

I don't regret not talking to you anymore.

In fact, I felt more relieved now.

Yay, my world without you is just great.

I'm seriously aiming towards Japan and gonna go there asap.

And I won't see you ever again! Cheers yo ~

Enjoyable day.

2009-12-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

Let's start from the beginning.

I woke up at 8.30am in the morning and on my comp to check the showtimes of New Moon.

Then Oxy, Mang, Teng and Ivan met in Yishun and waited at the last 2nd door of the MRT for me.

I was late, really sorry guys. )';

Then we reached AMK Hub at around 12.30pm and meet up with Jonathan.

Headed to the Cinema and bought New Moon tickets for 1.45pm.

After that, we went around AMK Hub to find a place to eat our lunch.

In the end, we end up at Fish & Co. but we waited for 20mins for the food.

And we left around 10mins to eat, then we're late for the movie.

After the movie, we trained back to Yishun and wanted to watch another movie but there was no show that interest us. Yeanteng left us after this.

And so we walked around NorthPoint and Xinyi decided to play pool at Safra.

I'm the noobest there and I suck at it totally. x.x

We played for around 1 or 2 hours and headed home.

Homed @ 8.30pm. (:

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Geez, I'm thinking too much once again x.x

I seriously can't be my usual self when I'm with boys that I don't usually talk to in RL.

I will feel very embarrassed and stupid if I go nuts in front of them as they don't know how I'm like. Haha, and being elegant in front of them will just cause more embarrassment and clumsiness. -.- ( I can't be elegant, it will only let others feel like vomiting HAHA )

And whenever I'm with a guy that I didn't talk much to, I would turn into a blockhead immediately.

I think the only guy who is very easy for me to talk to is TJL :D

I mean as a friend, he is a funny guy and most people talks to him easily (:

And I wouldn't mind going nuts and being my usual self in front of him 'cause he'll only laugh and say that I'm crazy then we go nuts together lol~

Idk why, but I wish all boys are like him. HAHAHA. A good thing for you eh, Jiale?

And anyway, don't misunderstand k. Many girls also enjoy talking to him :D

Okay la, its time to go.

I'm sleeping in 40mins time.

Ja, ne minna ^^

Favourite Massu <3

2009-12-02T09:51:00.003+08:00

I love Massu's hair!

But sadly, he cut his hair this year and dyed it black again.

Aww, hahah. His previous hair is nicer!

I love his sharp nose & sweet voice :D

Anyway, went to do homework w/ Mang ytd.

Saw Jon, Reeqe & Bra at Banquet as they're gonna watch movie lol.

After finishing homework, we went to Comics Connection to buy NeWs Poster :D

Then went home. (:

Tomorrow meeting up with Mang, Jon and maybe Ivan or Zhenghou.

Okay, I'm gonna watch One Piece & do homework now!

Byebye, ja ne!

Wonder why Massu always kenna rejected by girls in so many dramas x.x

But I suppose in RL, this won't happen much.

Haha, or probably it won't even happen.

Wooo, someday I'm gonna go find you. (If I can find LOL)

ONE PIECE :D

2009-11-30T22:53:00.003+08:00

Watching One Piece these days :D

I'm still at Episode 51 only. ):

Anyway, finished Hai Pai Tian Xin Episode 5!

Wooo, Da Lang became a shuai ge!

Anyway, tomorrow meeting Mang to do home work.

So I'm gonna sleep soon! Just finished watching Incredible Tales on tv.

Okay, its time to go (:

Matta ashita!

East Coast Fun. (:

2009-11-29T23:35:00.002+08:00

Back from M'sia & East Coast Park!

Was back from M'sia in the afternoon, then dad drove me to East Coast to join my friends.

Damn it, stupid VIP never come! This bbq is suppose to welcome Jon back from Aust.

In the end, he told me he went clubbing last night till 4am then overslept then today needa go eat dinner with some guests. LOL.

Sian ah, actually we all wanna see how handsome he is now. Haha.

And he's taller now, nice :D

Sorry i don't have any pictures to upload )':

All of them were taken using others' phones x.x

Haha, will probably upload them next time when I get it from my friends (:

Ate Mac just now bfore coming back home.

Alright, gotta sleep!

Nighto :)

I want to meet Massu someday.

Similarity, etc.

2009-11-27T21:28:00.003+08:00

(Left: Kato Keisuke , Right: Hayami Mokomichi)

Don't you think that they look alike? Perhaps this picture doesn't show much.

But you can google them or watch them in dramas, they really look like twins!

And these 2 pictures are Igarashi Shunji.

He really looks like a cute dog and he has big doggy eyes.

(P.S: I'm not insulting him, I'm complimenting him lol)

Seriously, he is cute but his hair might make him seems a lil gay-ish.

But Japanese guys always have hair that touches the collar isn't it?

Unfortunately, what I know is Mokomichi and Shunji smoke.

I'm still not sure whether Keisuke smokes or not.

But well, I wonder why they wanna smoke (Most likely not for the sake of acting).

Especially those singers, smoking damages their lungs and they won't sing well after smoking x.x

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Parents wanna go M'sia tomorrow -.-

Mom wants to drag me & go. .__.

I refused and she now nagging like F.

Damn it, I guess I shall go back this time but just for a day.

Dad will be going home on Sunday but mom wishes to stay.

And I just remembered that Sunday there's 2/7 Outing!

Shit this, I hope I can reach SG before 1pm. D:

Alright, going off now.

Ja ne, minna! (:

I will go church next week.

Sorry.

Ikenai Taiyou.

2009-11-26T19:15:00.004+08:00

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na ~

Weather is kinda weird today.

Went out at 2.45pm to RP to play Badminton with Ice, Mong, Symm & Girlf.

But we started playing only at 3pm+ lol.

Then got tired after a while and it started drizzling.

So we went back to RP canteen to eat dessert and relax for a while.

After that, we head back home around 6.30pm.

Sigh, my body gets tired so easily now x.x

Gonna really do some exercise lol~

Alright, time to go.

Tsukareta! Dewa, matte ashita minna-san :D

Japan Japan Japannn ~

2009-11-25T20:16:00.007+08:00

Gokusen the Movie rocks!

Went to watch this movie with Ice this afternoon @ Northpoint.

It was a nice one, I love it the most when so many of Yankumi's students gathered around!

Kakkoi~

After the movie, we went to shop around and waited for Siyun & Mong to come.

When they arrived, we went to eat Sakae Sushi! I was so full until I almost vomited lol.

It was a fun day, thanks Ice!

Arigatou :D

Okay, time to take a shower.

Getting tired, but after bathing I'll be hyper again.

Gotta go, ja ne!

I'm back.

2009-11-24T09:37:00.007+08:00

Back to blog.

Sorry, I lock my blog for a period of time because I decided to stop blogging.

Just changed my background, header and such last night.

Since Christmas is around the corner, I decided to edit my skin to all red. :D

Okay, nothing much to say.

My fringe is getting longer, its starting to block my view. .__.

May consider cutting it, most probably.

Blog is dying too :x

Gonna chiong my home works soon.

Bye all, ja ne! :D

P.S: Super Early Merry Christmas to all.

I Just Can't Get Enough Of Massu. (L)

Morning,

2009-11-08T09:56:00.002+08:00

Ohayo minna-san!

It's been so long since I'm able to wake up @ around this time during weekends .___.

I'm always trying to, but in the end I gave up and slept till noon.

Too tired already, I suppose I should sleep early even when holiday starts.

Well, I don't even consider now as holiday.

Having extended lessons and ccas, these just suck.

But no choice, have to study during holidays too.

So I guess it's quite tiring to complete all my home works too.

Want me to tell you what home work I have?

Alright, I shall do so. LOL :X

But I'll just type out the no. of questions

(Note: The questions do include a) b) c) d), etc.)

1. Mathematics Textbook 8 Questions.

2. POA worksheet 3 Questions.

3. Chinese book two Paper 2. (It's all 'O-level' papers)

4. English Comprehension (Include summary + Vocabulary list)

5. Physics TYS (Refer to the worksheet given)

We have lots of questions to do on the Physics TYS -.-

This holiday we can prepare to go crazy with all these.

And we still must do our own revision, isn't home works enough? I guess not .___.

But I don't think I will do my own revision, probably just read some things and memorise 'em or understand 'em that's all.

Okay, enough of all these.

I shall go and brush up then do my home work. :X

Ja, ne!

SNOW CITY!

2009-11-04T17:30:00.003+08:00

After school, we had 1 and 1/2 hours to eat our lunch.

At 1.oopm, we set off to Snow City! (: [The bus driver sucks]

Reached at around 2pm, went up to a function room and started to make our own ice cream.

Split into 4 groups and only our groups did strawberry ice cream! It was so-so. (:

2.30pm, went to rent gloves and the thick jacket then went in to play!

It was great, but my legs are numb like !@$%&*#%! and there's full of ice in my jeans up to my knee -.-

Thanks to Shiqin who helped me with taking out the ice! ^^

Okay, I'm hungry now.

It's time to eat some food and then back to doing home works ];

Seriously I think if there's a lot of people playing together, it will be super fun!

Anyway, sorry that I can't post any photos because they are with Mrs Yeo-ang.

Dewa, matta ashita!

P.S: The more the merrier ❤;

Updatezxsczxs.

2009-11-03T21:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so lazy to updateeeee. :/

So sorry, I'm having more and more homeworks everyday and therefore it made me don't feel like doing anything ):

People are telling me to relax, this and that.
Thanks, but I can't. I believe you guys can understand this stress we are having now.

Even though I'm relaxing, slacking, sitting down to use my computer.

But nonetheless, I'm still thinking of my homework -.-

Okay, it may seem or sound ridiculous but it's the truth!
Having home works to do is really troublesome.

That's why I always wanted to finish all my home works in school last time.

But this time, it's impossible. Too much work to be completed and we must concentrate during every lessons.

(Faint) Okay, let's don't talk about this.

Wei Shan yesterday recommended me to watch a new Taiwanese Drama acted by Luo Zhi Xiang & Rainie Yang. It's called 《海派甜心》。

It's very funny. I laughed after every few seconds!

Now, I shall recommend it to those who loves watching Taiwanese Drama. (:

Next, just now when I was looking through youtube.

I wanted to listen to Super Junior's Sorry sorry, but guess what?

I found something cool! Check it out:

Be surprised, these group of people are actually offenders in jail!

I think this is from Philippines. Cool, isn't it?

They're like having so much fun!

Singapore confirm don't have this kinda thing one.

And the people there really have a good taste in music!

Hahaha, to think that they'd play Super Junior's song.

And there's more songs from Micheal Jackson and etc.

Oh man, Micheal Jackson's dance moves are hard!

And I wonder how long the dance instructor need to teach more than 700 inmates.

Also, they danced so well together! They made me wanna dance with them too!

Seeing this makes me wanna go to the jail as well, haha. (Kidding)

But it's still so cool! @ 1st I didn't know that they are criminals too!

Haha, sugoi desuyo ne?

Enjoy it, click click. :D

Ja, ne. ~

Happy Birthday to me! :)

2009-10-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

It's 12.00am now and I want to reward myself too!

Here's a happy birthday song by NewS. I love it so much!

Lyrics translation(For clearer view):

Exactly because I can't buy them with money
Treasures that can be expressed by feelings
I'll say it in words, "Happy Birthday"
Without feeling embarrassed at exactly 12 midnight

WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah Yeah

For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year

Today is the momentous once-a-year anniversary
Of you who is the most important in the world
Yet another one in beauty

The piling up of years
Is the multiplication of memories
That's why I'll send beautiful words
Only to you, look!

I'm happy that in the many thousands and hundred millions
We could have such a miracle as our meeting
And be this near
I'll sing for you

For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year

Because you're here I can laugh
and be more honest than usual today
An ordinary day to the rest of the world
Fishing as per normal, yet
To me even the taste of the atmosphere has a special flavor

I especially want to meet your smile
BYE BYE to grimaces
With the extent of my power, I'll send you MY LOVE
How many times have you cried up till now
The happiness where we can laugh now is safe
Today's HAPPY BIRTHDAY where we can be together
I'll sing for you

For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year

I didn't leave you here alone
Definitely next year and the year after too
I'll go to meet you on the same day

A present from God
Your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
All the best for your future

For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year.

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And one more MV I want to give to my close friends.

Watch it, see the lyrics! It's meaningful! LOVE IT. LOVE NEWS. LOVE YOU ALL!

Thank you all for everything that you've did to me. :)

I really appreciate it and will cherish this friendship I have with you all to the very end.

*Ahem, want me to sing it? (don't worry its not awful! HAHA.)

Honto ni arigatou!

2009-10-30T13:56:00.009+08:00

Today's a great day! Thanks to cliques & weishan :)

Received 2 presents today :D Really appreciate it!

Small one is by Weishan, big one is by Cliques & the one beside them is a MODEL!

BIG :/

Manmang made me had a hard time to open it up D: LOL!

Thank you ad-infinitum, love you all! :D

I didn't know there were 2 or 3 layers of newspaper after opening up the wrapping paper -.-

And finally, the DOG is out! (Love it*) ^^

Thanks Weishan!

Woo, guitar! :D

THANK YOU X100000000 FOR THE PRESENTS!

Now, here's my token of appreciation to you all.

Presenting: Bobby, the MODEL!

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So... Did you guys scream when you see my CUTE model?

I bet you are in love with him now, hahahahaha.

Any comments about him? I know you miss him!

Lastly, changed my blog MV to NewS - Weeek.

It's a happy and cute song, enjoy! :D

I LOVE MASSU!

DAMN.

2009-10-28T17:10:00.003+08:00

CHIKUSHO, ZENZEN WAKARANAI!

I don't understand how to do my POA. -.-

The questions are making my head spin.

It's different from what teacher taught today, 'cause this question she call us to do is more complicated.

And just now she just teach us the basics(Sort of) only.

Then she say if we didn't do, we'll somehow get it from her. ~_~

Bored, the teachers are saying to all, "Holidays are just 2 days away."

Lies, we still have to go to school next 2 weeks and probably other days after the 2 weeks to meet out with teachers.

I'm stressed up -.- Seriously, holidays = restless days now.

Next year we must prepare for the ultimate torture by all subject teachers.

Geez, I want sec 4 to end ASAP!

Okay, that's all. :)

Dewa, matta ashita.

Watashi wa Massu no koto ga DAISUKI. :D

And also,

Hey!Say!JUMP is CUTE.

NewS is COOL.

KAT-TUN is HOT.

Words of Songs.

2009-10-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

There are so many songs.

I find that Big Bang's songs are really very nice.

Their dance moves are very good too.

Though they are not that good-looking haha.

But they have great vocals and can rap well. Cool. :D

But they are still not my favourite i would say. :X

I still love Japanese songs more than Korean ones. :)

And I'm waiting for Hey!Say!JUMP's new album to come out.

Though I can't buy it here in Singapore, but I wanna download the songs :/

Hahaha, anyway I've finished downloading all Tegomass's songs.

Tegoshi & Masuda is really cute, and they don't look like 20+ @ all -.-

At first when I haven't check their information, I thought they were older than me by 2 or 3 years only. LOL.

I wanna write more, but I don't know how to continue haha.

And I wanna go and see NewS's videos now on youtube.

Seeya!

Fatigue.

2009-10-24T20:30:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling very tired lately.

I suppose that I'm not having enough rest :/

Been finding anime/dramas to watch these days.

2 more days to a new week again.

I almost forgotten that my birthday is on next week, Saturday.

But well, I think my birthday is no longer that fun to celebrate anymore.

I hope I can organise a birthday party but my mom don't allow.

My first birthday party was during Primary 2. I invited most of my friends and relatives to come.

It was not bad. But I hope I can have one big birthday party few years later. :)

Presents are getting lesser and lesser every year.

But it's okay, I don't mind. Haha. But I really appreciate those who bought the presents for me.

Thanks a lot. :)

Nothing much to post.

Shall leave blogger now, bye. {:

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I'm glad that I'm no longer a crybaby.

I know that many of my friends hate me because I cried a lot last time.

But I changed, right before I entered Secondary school.

I know and understand that crying is good as you will be able to give out all your sorrows

and forget about it later.

But one thing that I've learnt is:

Crying doesn't resolve anything and crybabies won't be pitied at all.

New.

2009-10-23T20:25:00.004+08:00

I've decided not to find a new blogskin but just edit my current one.

If the colour of the fonts or background hurts your eyes, do tell me okay?

Changed the background/header/tagboard/MV already. (Do tag about it and tell me how is it!)

Hahaha, was watching anime as usual just now.
Then suddenly wanted to hear a song from the anime - "Lovely Complex".

You guys should watch it, it's a very funny love story.
Every episodes made me laugh until my stomach hurts haha. :)

But please note that it may not interest some people*. I'm not forcing you all okay. ^^

The song I wanted to hear is the ending theme of "Lovely Complex" - Kiss Kaerimichi no Love Song.

It's a song sang by Tegomass - 2 boys named Tegoshi Yuya and Masuda Takahisa.

They are now in a boy band called NEWS with other members.

When I listened to the song, I'm totally in love with it.

Their voices are so sweet and soothing that it warms my heart.

And so, I went to find some of their MVs and found one cute song by them (which is now my blogsong - scroll down to see the MV) Enjoy it yeah.

Yay, love Japanese songs and Japanese boy bands! :)

Alright, gotta go. Byebye!

It doesn't matter if the song is outdated.

What matters is the voices from the song touches your heart.

Whatever.

2009-10-22T16:19:00.004+08:00

Ahh, whatever.

Exams are over now, results deproved.

Friends are a lil drifted apart. While as for relationship, don't even talk about it.

Love in life is not like those love in shows or anime, guess I just have to admire the love story in those shows and that's it.

So tired now, lol.

Watching another anime again, haha.

I am determined to learn Japanese next year after 'O' levels and go to Japan.

Really wish I could study there, I mean. . Right from the start, I wish I'm a Japanese.

Haha, (some people know what I mean)

Ok now, the end.

Byebye.

Many people likes you,

but in the end, nobody likes you.

(Contradiction) But it's true,

do you know what happened in the middle?

I didn't give up because I didn't say anything.

Let's just say your instinct is wrong and that's it.

I don't even talk to you anymore, hahaha.

It's better if I don't see you forever.

And c'mon, this is not avoiding. Stop it.

You should know if the person saying that they don't care is a lie or a truth.

Stop guessing.

Special A

2009-10-17T22:39:00.005+08:00

I'm here to blog again!

Nothing much to say today. I'm so sorry, I didn't went to church today.

Anyway, my body was aching from yesterday's badminton game.

Now I can't really move my right arm a lot, it HURTS. LOL.

Oh ya, wonder why my title is 'Special A'?

It's an anime show, I'm watching it the 2nd time today.

If you don't know this anime, I recommend you to watch it.

(Note: Only for those who likes romance + school life.)

I don't think boys would be interested, so it's okay I don't intend to tell any boys to watch this.

They will just give me lots of craps talk, making me feel so stupid LOL. (By experience ._.)

But anyway, it's really interesting. :)

Here's the storyline of the anime: Hikari Hanazono, the main character, has always been second to Kei Takishima. While Hikari considers Kei a rival and somewhat of a friend, Kei loves Hikari. Everyone knows this, but she is too dense to notice. Their wrestling loving fathers first introduced them to one another when they were 6 years old. Assuming that she was the best in wrestling, young Hikari challenged Kei to a wrestling match only to be thoroughly defeated by him. Ever since that fateful incident, Hikari swore to beat Kei in school grades, a sporting event - anything. To do this she has enrolled in the same school as Kei since elementary. Now she attends Hakusenkan, an ultra elite school, that costs her carpenter father a lot of money. Hikari and Kei are the top two students in the school, with Kei holding firmly to that number one position.

Haha I really love how the director put those couples together.

And they really match each other. :) But well, in real life its impossible. Haha.

There's 4 couples inside.

Kei + Hikari, Tadashi + Akira, Saiga + Megumi, Jun + Sakura.

And they are well drawn as well too. :D

Haha. There's a song that Megumi sang to Saiga to cheer him up, its title is Hoshi no Nagareru Yoru ni. Though her voice sounds kinda kiddish, but its very sweet.

The song even made Saiga cried. Haha, very meaningful lyrics too.

The chorus in english translation is:

The thousands of twinkling stars swallowed by the night sky

I hope one day I'll be able to give this to you

This song that would bring a smile to that certain someone

I hope one day you can make the flowers bloom....

I am totally in love with this phrase, "This song that would bring a smile to that certain someone".

100% SWEET. LOL. Go & listen it, you may even cry (But of course, understand the lyrics 1st).

Hahaha, lovely song. Japanese songs are so meaningful.

Not only Japanese songs of course, I still love some english and chinese songs as well.

I love all meaningful songs (Not emo ones), but those songs that can touch your heart. :)

It's sweet isn't it?

Even a guy cannot deny it (booooo). :D

Haha bye.

It's a new way...

To express my feelings from the lyrics of the song.

*If you are a good singer,

singing to the person to apologise

what you've done wrong may be a good idea!

2 Parts - today & 'watch your mouth'. :)

2009-10-16T19:55:00.005+08:00

Morning 10am reached causeway point to meet Mook.

We train to Yishun to meet Mang, Anqi & Yeanteng @ 10.30am.

Went to eat slowly @ KFC, then 11.30am went around Northpoint.

Near 12pm, walked to the Nee Soon East CC to play badminton @ 12.30pm.

Played till 2.30pm, went to Safra Bowling Club. Lanes are all used )';

So we sat down there enjoying the Air-con for a while, then head down to the Yishun Park.

Played the swing and others for a while then bused back to Northpoint.

Ate @ Long John and then walk to a place full of factories with them to meet Yean teng's friend.

But who knows, in the end also never meet anyone.

Haha, so Mook & I went to take bus 169 nearby then bused to causeway point @ 6.30pm.

Reached home @ 7.30pm, it was an enjoyable day. :)

I'm so tired now, hahaha.

Body aching after the badminton games. :D

Shall go now, bye!

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They say that:

You are emo when you are quiet.

You are mental-disorder when you are high.

You are self-closed when you talk to your pets.

(If you're a girl) You are a flirter when you talk to a group of boys.

(If you're a boy) You are a sissy when you follow girls around.

Worst still,

(If you're a girl) You may be lesbian if you always talk with girls.

(If you're a boy) You may be gay if you always talk with boys.

(For opposite gender) You may get into a relationship if you talk to him/her.

I don't mean anything, it's just that these are all based on experience.
I really want to tell people to stop judging others by their looks and actions.

Perhaps actions may be more concerned than looks,

but it doesn't mean that the 1st half of the phrases are = to the 2nd half of the phrases.

I guess if someone was told by others more than 3 times from the above phrases,

if its not true, that person may be pissed and think that it is so ridiculous.

*But sometimes the 1st half is = to the 2nd half of the phrases.

It all depends on themselves, not us.

I suppose it's a lot better to watch our own mouths as we may hurt someone indirectly or unknowingly somehow...

Live on!

2009-10-15T18:27:00.011+08:00

God is love.

He created the angels before He created mankind. Satan was created as an angel. He was perfect at first, but soon he decided that he wanted to be like God and have the other angels worship him. Thus Satan created evil and enticed mankind to sin and bring death upon us. And in order to stop letting Satan to control us, we must try to stop creating sin and also endure with what comes ahead of us.

Endurance is important.

We mustn't let satan take control, we mustn't cry,

we mustn't be angry, we mustn't be miserable.

We must laugh, no matter what.

To defeat the one whose always trying to destroy us.

Our family, our friends and everything that we treasure...

I'm trying hard to do so.

It's easy to say, but hard to accomplish.

But I believe I can.

Confidence; Hope; Trust.

We Mankind need all these.

It will then give us strength and not to give up easily.

Reject temptations, stop all evil.

Go to http://www.herealittletherealittle.net/index.cfm?page_name=Satan to read up. :)

Was just searching for some informations and somehow reached this web.

Haha, it's a step for all of us to take.

Ganbatte, minna. Watashi mo.

Change.

2009-10-14T20:17:00.002+08:00

Probably I can't be a person that can change others' hearts.

But I will try, no matter what.

It's easy to say, but hard to do. I can't express out my feelings, but just keep laughing.

I know you are screaming inside, but I don't know how to console people.

The only thing I can tell you is, "nobody hates you, no one."

Everyone loves you for who you are.

My dreams, I dreamt to be able to sing out my feelings.

I guess this shall be my way to console someone. I'm gonna work for it.

No matter how bad a person can be, no matter how strong a person can be, I believe they all have weaknesses like any other humans do. Of course, saying that I want to be the one to change them is kind of bullcrap or whatsoever. But who knows, the future is in front of us. Let's go forward and we may meet different kinds of people. We may love them, we may hate them.

But no matter what, no humans would want to be hated by others.

Who would want that terrible and indescribable feeling to come all over them?

Think about it, these words aren't just pretty words.

This is the fact, but it seems like no matter what a person does, there will be people that will dislike you. People may get jealous and hate you. People may look down at you. But does it matter? I know I sound like I'm speaking like I know a lot. But well, I did have some experiences about this.

From young till now, no matter how perfect someone is trying to achieve, others will have a way to hate you. Why can't this world have no hatred? Even some people think of the opposite.

Love and hate are both hurtful, but love is much better I guess.

I think we shouldn't care whether others love or hate you, just be yourself and don't change for someone, change for God, change for the sake of helping and protecting your precious one.

I'm not kidding, I'm being serious. (:

This is not a laughing matter, haha.

And also not a time to be emotional.

All the best to you all. (:

Always there, call me when you need.

I'll try my best to help, I promise.

Yakusoku suru, watashi no ichiban nakano ii tomodachi.

Science Centre. Hisashiburi!

2009-10-14T11:10:00.005+08:00

Pictures pictures time! Sorry man, I didn't post ytd because the pictures are with Mooooook. D:

Wooowoooo, had fun ytd! So happy. :D Reached home almost fainted*. Haha.

We went to Science Centre & enjoy. It's really fun, thanks Mook!

Haha, ignore my stupid face alright. :D

I'm gonna have more fun soon!

I love you all. :)

Addicted to blogger |:

2009-10-12T19:43:00.006+08:00

Blogging again.

Got addicted I guess, wanna express out my feelings here.

Next time, I'm gonna sing it. Ha. :)

To think about it seriously, I think I really don't have much people there to support me.

It's great that God is there for me. But as for friends and such, who is there?

Sorry if you really care but I don't know.

I can't read minds, you know too. Nobody can except for God.

I need to know how you all feel. Please tell me what you are thinking.

And c'mon, I'm just blogging & wanting to know the truth.

As for some people (you know yourself), don't say that I'm emoing.

What's wrong with wanting people around you to tell you how they feel.

Imagine if your friends keep everything in the dark and don't even tell you a single thing, how will you feel?

Haha, why am I blogging about this now?

I guess I feel like it bah. But well, people who read my blog don't even talk a single thing about this. They never even comment about my post :|

Aww, now is the 2nd or 3rd time I've said out what I want.

But why does it seems like nothing works?

This feeling sucks.

I want to enjoy from tomorrow onwards.

Just for a few days, ha. :D

Well it's okay.

Sorry people, guess I'm kinda. . Don't know how to describe my feelings. LOL.

Alaaaaaaaaa, @!()#&!()@#!@#*!^@*(#&!@()*#)!*@#!

Read some people's blog and I feel that some people are facing almost the same thing as me.

Haha, most people wanna go to a faraway place.

Hmm, I wanna go too. Lol, perhaps when I'm working. I wanna go everywhere.

Haha, ok. Shall not continue.

BYE.

Watashi wa nihon ga daisuki. <3

2009-10-12T16:33:00.004+08:00

I wanna go Japan Japan Japan!

Haha, couldn't concentrate while studying.

Always wanna come and use computer -.-

Tsk, I will off comp later so that I can study!

Urgh, I hope tomorrow quickly end. . . )':

I want to go & play, lol.

Okay okay, now I must focus on my last 2 papers.

Ganbatte, yaruzo! :D

Ja ne, matta ashita. :)

It's great, I feel great that I can actually forget so easily.

After almost 3 years, I knew my mind is set.

But haha, what a joke, I've forgotten about it.

If I have a choice, I would never want to see you again.

When I see you, the feeling sucks now. BIG TIME.

It's not that I hate you, it's just that I don't love you anymore.

And because of that, my confidence is back again.

I'll be waiting for Dec25 in Japan

a few years later. . .

Songs that warms your heart.

2009-10-11T15:12:00.003+08:00

2nd post here, haha.

Currently still studying chemistry.

Listening to Hillsongs & some other singers while studying, here to share some songs (:

It's nice, it makes me calm down & I'm very touched when I hear these songs.

Haha, dozo ~ (Just stop my music video from playing [Scroll down tyvm.])

Let's enjoy!

2009-10-11T11:29:00.003+08:00

Taken days ago. ():

Haha, I'm too excited.

Can't wait for examinations to end.

I wanna play! )': Ad-infinitum, me wanna go out with you all ney.

One day I'll plan & we go ice-skating together ok?

And some of us who LOVES singing, let's go KTV.

Haha, woo woo woo.

When tomorrow and day after tomorrow end, I will go nuts. :D

Left chemistry, Amaths and POA paper 1.

Oh ya anyway, I changed header last night.

Haha. Any comments for the new header? :)

(P.S: People who tag me always never comment anything about my post. -.-)

LOLOLOL.

Okay, I've studied 3/4 of chemistry!

I wanna score well tomorrow, to pull UP my physics! )';

Shall go off now, hahaha.

I wanna eat cup noodleszxz. ~.~

But mama keep nagging that I'm growing fatter.

EEEEEEEK. SHHHHHHH -.-

Haha, BYE!

Ja ne, minna-san ~

Matta ashita!

Eeeeeeeek.

2009-10-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyoyoyo. I'm bored now, sorry!

No mood to study, did studied a lil chemistry just now. It's in my head definitely, no worries.

2nd post today, am watching Hey! Say! JUMP's concert on youtube for countless times.

I'm just not sick of it, because I can't get enough of them!

Urgh, I suppose you know part of the reason why I wanna go Jap right.

But well, even if I go there, I won't be able to see 'em, right?

Hahaha. I won't tell you more from here. (:

Dreams, I'll go for it! No joke ok. :D

Going off now, bye!

Time flies, I guess its better now.

2009-10-10T12:57:00.004+08:00

Perhaps its a good thing that time passes so fast.

Examinations will be over soon and I've been thinking what will I be doing after my 'O' levels.

Haha, thinking about the future makes me excited.

I knew what I want to do, I want to do what I love.

Music, I guess I can't leave it behind.

I've always wanted a music career, it seems so fun yet lonely and tiring.

But it's okay, I am willing to face all these.

Hahaha. Wonder why, I really want to go Japan.

How I wish I am rich to move there.

Haha opps! Someone is gonna kill me :X

Lol. Anyway, let's come back to reality. (I'll soon turn my dreams into reality okay XD)

HAHA, alright. I haven't started studying!!!!

URH, I haven't had my lunchhhhh yet.

Mom went out and don't allow me to go out X.X

Okay, I am gonna try to go out tomorrow!

To church of course. Sorry God. )':

Please forgive me.

By the way, one more thing to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN! 101009

Sorry I couldn't make it to the ice skating!

Whether you will see this or not, I still wish you a very wonderful birthday this year.

It's sad that your birthday is not after examinations.

Haha, nevermind. Still got mine! And others'!

Let's go ice-skating again, I really miss the fun we had last year on your birthday!

Once again, tanjoubi omedeto, Ivan!

Okaeri :)

2009-10-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

I'm home! Tadaima :)

Went out w/ Mook & Mang just now :D

Watched movie @ AMK Hub, then ate dinner at Mos Burger. {:

Am tired now, )'; haha. Going to sleep soon lol.

Watching 换换爱 on Chnl U now, :)

I shall go off from blogger now.

watashi wa kowaikunai desu;

因为天使们都在。

Pass.

2009-10-08T14:49:00.004+08:00

Dear Lord, today's papers were both good and bad. Mathematics paper 2 was really okay but as for physics, I think it was cmi. However, if you were to let me choose between a pass or a fail, I would of course choose a pass. Even though I only have 30% of chance to pass, I will still believe that I can pass. For I have let you take control of this examinations. Lord, please continue to guide me through the upcoming papers. I thank you in the name of Jesus, Amen.

'/我感到很庆幸，因为神一直都与我同在。

Well, I can't really slack much now.
3 more days to go, and I'll feel much much better.
Now and next year, I won't have the holiday mood anymore.
It seems like school works and such are giving me so much pressure.
I hope I have more time, I seriously need time.
I can't concentrate much now, I really hope I can go to somewhere faraway.
I wish my 'O' levels will quickly come and go.
I want to relax and play.
But now, it's just not the time to.
After exams, I'll still have to go to school during the start of the holiday for 2 weeks.
Life's so boring with just going to school, lunch, back home, study and sleep.
Man, I want an interesting life.
And that's probably after my secondary school.
Hmmm, how I wish I'm rich.
How I wish everything goes the way I wanted.
But it won't, obviously ._.

Nevermind for now, I'll work for it.
It's time to go anyway.
Dewa, matta ashita.

Kinda. . . Relieved?

2009-10-07T15:48:00.003+08:00

I'm just a little. . A little relieved.

Perhaps it's because today's paper is quite okay.

Thank God, I really pray everyday before each of my papers.

Please guide me through all papers, dear Lord.

I'm so tired now, please slow down the time and let me rest a while.

Tomorrow there's Physics & Mathematics Paper 2.

Friday is Principle of Accounts Paper 2 & Social Studies x.x

Oh man, I really need more time to study.

But I just can't concentrate much. I still hope for good results.

I believe I can. For God is there with me too - Watching me from up there.

Hope I can do well tomorrow and for other days as well.

Sayonara.

5 more days to go.

2009-10-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

5 more days to go. . .

Please end quickly, like the speed of light.

I want to hang out with friends, I want to watch my shows. :D

I want to go to KTV, movies and everywhere.

And one good news/miracle is, my parents especially my dad has approved me in learning Japanese after examinations.

I intend to learn it after 'O's, though I'm learning basics now through books and Jap shows.

But it seems like they wanted me to learn it this year November -.-

Doubt I can do it, will be busy for 'O's lol.

But it's good to hear that they allow me to learn. It's a miracle, totally.

Alright, shall go off now.

Ja ne.

Examinations suckkkk. BIG TIME.

2009-10-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

Aww man, how I wish there's no COMPARISON in this world!

So that we won't have examinations and such.

But well, I guess a world w/o comparison will be boring.

Hmm, ok. Why not just don't include any examinations in this world.

HAHA. Okok, I'm dreaming. . . Obviously -.-

Tell you all what, I just can't get enough of Hey! Say! JUMP.

x.x They are sugoi ne. :S Don't even know when I started getting addicted to 'em.

Hahaha, somemore their ages are close to mine.

Like. . Younger by 1 year, older by 1 year/2 or 3 years.

Haha! And their concert can even make me go high with 'em. (Just by watching it through the comp!)

Really cool, Johnny's entertainment's concerts are always so awesome. Suteki!

It totally exceeds the Taiwan concerts and such.

They still have close contact with the fans, like shaking hands, ^5, throwing balls/boards with autographs on it.

That's cool, I mean.. They don't just run around, they even stand on high moving machines(idk what is that called) and sing and wave to the fans. And they are just right in front of the fans!

Haha.

Ok, I should concentrate on studies!!!

URGH.... Haha, kkk. Enough of that alr, 'JUMP' too much went high alr. :X

Ja ne! See you all after EXAMS T_T

God, please help me!

2009-10-02T14:19:00.003+08:00

English examinations was scary.

I'm so worried 'bout my results, as I wrote out of point for the composition & I am unsure 'bout my comprehension answers.

I kept praying and praying, asking God how should I remove this worries from my mind.

I really want to pass my examinations, and I've never been so worried before.

I even promised God that I won't on computer to watch videos from today on, but I'll watch those videos today and stop watching from 6pm onwards. :/

Know what, the English Paper 2 is about Mongolian yet I can't really do it.

I mean, I'm unsure! I'm a 'mong' but I'm so unsure of the answers I wrote!

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I know you will help me, God.

I thank you in the name of Jesus, Amen.

See you all after exams!

Tomorrow.

2009-10-01T16:44:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow is our 1st paper!

Gonna study afterwards, going to bath now.

Was clearing my things on my desk in my room just now.

It's so neat now, and my studying 'spirit' is back!

However, I need to go downstairs after my shower to buy a correction tape.

Haha, gonna memorise some geography after finish studying EL.

I must pass, MUST!

God is there for me. I'm praying hard everyday, God please help me this time too.

All the best to all, let's do our best for this examinations!

De wa, mata ashita!

芳心有李

2009-09-29T20:51:00.003+08:00

Finally its Fann Wong and Christopher Lee's Wedding!

Wow, 9 years is so LONG.

Hahaha, watching their wedding on tv now.

The cartoon looks funny yet cute. :D

And the video made by Mediacorp - The flashback of their show.

About the biscuit! It's linked to the cartoon! LOL.

Lastly, Congratulations!

Kekkon Omedetou Gozaimasu!

白头偕老，永远恩恩爱爱！

恭喜恭喜！

♥ Two lovebirds together, forever.

Once again, a brand new week.

2009-09-27T15:59:00.002+08:00

A new week is starting once again, I shall go and study at 4.30pm (:

Went for tuition in the morning and completed Emath (Properties of Circles) worksheet.

Now I'm left w/ Physics Section C & SBQ worksheet to do -.-

So exhausted, the warm heat and the wind is making me sleepy.

Gotta prepare for exams later on, lol.

Didn't go to church today as mom don't allow x.x

Will go next week then.

Anyway, I'm currently watching slam dunk now.

Haha, but I'll stop watching soon. (:

Ja ne, minna.

Sayonara.

Tadaima!

2009-09-26T22:21:00.006+08:00

Tadaima! (I'm back!)

Haha, went to study w/ Mook from 7pm.

Studied @ Library till around 8.20pm, then went Timezone to play for a while :P

After that went to Comics connection, bought a Hey! Say! JUMP photo set. :D

There's 10 photos inside, so cute!

Hahaha, I think I'm gonna get another one tomorrow. :X

As I found out something. . . LOL.

K, shhhh.

I'm gonna use comp for a while.

Managed to complete only Physics worksheet & English Speech today! D;

Nidda do my best tomorrow, ganbatte masu!

Yosh, ja ne minna-san. (Alright, seeya everyone.)

oyasuminasai. :D (Good night. :D)

I wanna go Japan!

I wanna wear yukata!

I wanna make friends there!

I wanna see Hey! Say! JUMP!

Screw those homeworks!

2009-09-26T11:56:00.008+08:00

Don't worry, I got do my home work!

Oh shit, I've forgotten that I also have Maths worksheet to complete!

!%*&!@#^!@&#!892#&!@&#!@^#*

I just finished 1 homework, that is the English Speech writing.

And I still have Social Studies SBQ, Physics & Maths to go.

Damn it, I must really complete all by today.

I hate doing home works on Sunday, it simply spoils my mood. x.x

Am going out later w/ mom, need to rush back home later!

Bye. S:

Study madness.

2009-09-25T20:05:00.002+08:00

Total madness!

Just finished re-slotting all the worksheets in different files.

As in I arrange 'em according to the subjects & stuffs.

Once again, threw away lots of worksheets lol.

The dustbin was overloaded with papers -.-

And I'm so tired now, haha.

Gotta start studying, later still must do homework :/

Anyway, I slept 3 hours just now so I am able to do my home works later on. :P

Need to do Social Studies SBQ, English Speech writing & Physics last year's EOY paper.

It may seem less but the amount is a lot. :X

I guess I should stop watching shows from now onwards.

Don't have the mood to really watch shows alr, except when I'm having dinner :D

That's all. I just came here to post about my 'madness'.

Hahaha! Bye all, study hard.

I shouldn't be worried about my studies, for God is there with me all the time.

Fun times. Everytime.

2009-09-22T17:11:00.003+08:00

How I wish I can have fun every day, every hour, every minute and every second.

It'll be great. But when it comes to saying good-bye, everyone will be like, "Bye! See you tomorrow." That kinda thing.

But imagine if 1 day we are really separated and won't be able to see each other again, how will you react? How will I react? I bet everyone hates this feeling.

Anyway, I'm not saying that I'm going to part from my loved ones and so on.

However, sometimes I really didn't think much about these things.

Sometimes I really want to go to a faraway place with my dearest friends where nobody's hands can reach.

Perhaps it's because my life now isn't so fun after all.

Haha, well I'm not saying that my life now is totally boring but its just that I really can't take it sometimes.

I want to have a more interesting life, a more fun life by meeting many people from some places.

Although I can't do much to my life now, I just hope that my examinations will end quickly and smoothly as well. After that, I want to enjoy almost everyday out with my friends and families.

I want to learn more stuffs about music because I'm totally in love w/ it.

I want to have a beautiful voice too.

Haha, and now I really wanna sing this song - All you wanted by Michelle Branch. :D

The lyrics tells you all I wanted to say;

"If you want to, I can save you, I can take you away from here."

Dreams. Yume.

2009-09-21T11:07:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I last had a nightmare.

Anyway, last night had a dream.

I dreamt that I object to something that my classmates are voting or something that's coming up.

Can't remember but after that there's a test linked to the event that I objected.

But I don't know there'll be a test. So after I object to the upcoming event, our class have to postpone our test date to a week later. Everyone blamed me and scold me.

Lol. And so when we reached another week, everyone was doing the test and after a while I saw some students out at the corridor walking about.

Then I dashed out without completing my test. I talked to my friend from the other class and they left me as they have something on. Then I went back to class, on the way back, one of my classmate told me that I score E for the test and even laughed at me.

When I reached my class, I saw the paper and teacher scolded me for going out half way through the test.

That's all.

Hahaha, ok i really experienced the 'coldness' from all of my classmates and even the damn teachers. -.-

The feeling sucks like hell and I don't know why the locations in my dreams are always different from real life. I mean.. The places in my dreams don't seem to exist in this world.

Haha, but the school looks pretty much like a school. But I don't seem to know where is it.

Anyway, I would call this dream a nightmare.

And also, I had a super fun dream a week ago. When I dreamt about having a machine that allows me to fly around with a super fast speed. And guess what, I'm flying with my Bobby!

Woo, I love that dream.

Alright, seeya all. :D

Tiring days.

2009-09-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Tired. Haha, as usual.

Nothing to do so I decided to blog a lil.

Watched some show but I stopped alr cause I wanna sleep.

Gonna sleep soon, super tired. :)

Anyway, I'm really getting bored with my school life man.

How I wish I can go to a super fun place after Secondary school.

Lol, I've been watching Jap shows & those students attended high school at the age of 15.

Haha, so imagine if i were there, I'm just a freshman but it's just like poly/JC.

Though they needa wear uniforms like JC.

But you know, Jap uniforms are nicer than Singapore ones of course lol.

By the way, examinations are drawing near.

Gonna start study soon. :)

Won't think about nonsensical stuffs from now.

Eg. Relationships. Lol. ._. I never thought much about it from about few months ago alr.

And I'm not suitable for that @ this age too.

It's complicated and troublesome for now i would say.

Haha, and if i were to confess, I alr know that i will get rejected.

So what for? Might as well forget it. Although its not so easy to do so by just saying.

Haha. Now I'm like totally in love with music and songs lol.

Singing, listening to music everyday doesn't bores me at all.

Been watching show and finding the theme song of that show if I find it nice.

And of course, learn it no matter how hard it is!

Hahaha, and I'm glad that I know quite a lot of Jap words now. XD

LOL, I remembered I'm crazy over taiwanese shows last few years.

But now, it's JAP. Haha, this language is cool. (:

Sounds nice too, and some words included chinese and hokkien pronounciations!

Haha. Alright, time to sleep.

Ja ne minna-san, oyasumi!

There goes, a week's gone!

2009-09-18T18:05:00.001+08:00

School's tiring shit.

Time flies so fast and a week is gonna end soon.

Gonna start studying/revising next week.

And stop watching my showszx D:!

Haha, never mind. I'll watch 'em after examinations!

And also, I wanna go to Kbox w/ fellow cliques :D

It's been a while seriously. I really wanna sing like mad.

Oh anyway, I've researched on some music schools these days.

Feel like joining one after my 'O's & take up a part-time job to pay for my fees in the Music school.

After researching, I've decided! I wanna go to Lee Wei Song School of Music. :D

Gonna take up vocal lessons for teenage.

Aww, there's anniversary now & so its a lot cheaper!

But I'm too busy to go. ): And I don't have the money, sighz. :X

Haha, thinking of this, I'm getting excited.

Ok, time to go! Bye!

I don't have much plans now.

2009-09-12T22:54:00.005+08:00

Hi, its been a while.

Feeling rather bored, I came back to blog for a lil.

My life now seems so normal, always repeating the same thing over and over.

It's like a cycle, a cycle that I don't want to continue.

I want to meet some interesting people, I want to exposed to more places.

I want to go overseas, some places perhaps.

I want to play and have fun with my friends, or rather those interesting people that I'm hoping to meet sooner or later.

I believe I'm not dreaming, so what if I watch shows.

Its my hobby anyway, and I thought that some shows have great storylines for me to apply in my compositions and my daily lifes.

Of course, I won't watch shows that don't interest me.

Those kind of shows that has a predicted or boring ending, or those that ended up having everyone dead or everyone suffered.

It's stupid right, its so irritating.

Why not live a life happily instead of living it with so many sufferings.

So what if I were to suffer, I can still be optimistic and be a cheerful person, both from the inside and outside. Not just the appearance.

I'm not having much plans now, I really have no idea what to do in the future.

All I think about is music, media stuffs.

Most likely I'm gonna take up media course when I go to polytechnic.

But now I'm still considering, since other courses really don't interest me @ all.

Seems like the shows have influenced me a bit.

Not in the sense of bad stuffs but somehow it makes me wanna meet more people and experience a more interesting life instead of a life that keeps repeating itself.

Interesting life - probably is filled with funny people? Cool people? Cute people? Kind people? Very good people? Lol. And wonderful places.

But now of course, I won't forget to study.

Don't worry, I will study hard in order to get to my dreams.

I really want to enjoy, not forgetting to serve God.

Anyway, I'm waiting for those people to come by.

I will meet them one day, I guess.

Yawnz, kinda tired now.

Ok, I should go now.

School's starting once again.

Yosh, yaruzo!

Ja ne, minna-san. Oyasumi!

. . .

2009-08-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Home isn't like home now.
Haha, no worries am not emoing now.
You know, emoing will cause doubts.
That's why, I chose to believe, even though i don't want to.

Sometimes or rather, almost every time now, I feel that being alone is way better than staying with people who are hot-tempered and loves scolding vulgarities and such.
Not pinpointing to anyone but everyone who is like that.
I'm sorry to say, but @ least I know that I am not very hot-tempered and even though I do say some rough words, unless the situation is really in chaos or I got really really angry until I want to kill someone, I will scold that person using vulgarities as well. :/

I guess I want to write my feelings out because i don't think there will be anyone whose willing to listen to me except for God.
It's not like I don't trust any of my friends or loved ones. But things are getting worse as day passes, i really have no idea who is there for me.
Haha, feeling kinda stupid. But you know, my 2nd favourite hobby is watching dramas/animes.
It makes me feel a lot better, though I imagined a lot, but I really like to imagine that I have a great friend beside me, be it a guy or a girl. Someone who will really treat you as his/her precious person and protect you.

After watching many meaningful shows, there's a phrase I can't erase it off my mind, "It doesn't matter if you are weak in fighting, it doesn't matter if you have no strength in competing with others. What matters the most, is the strength in your heart."
Yes, what matters is how strong my heart is.

I can endure and tolerate with these bad situations now, but I guess it won't be long.
Haha, how I wish I can ignore everything that happens around me.
But I know I can't, I have to support my family one day.

Do you think I'm thinking too much?
It seems like I have no interest in anything except for music.
I have no idea since when, I dreamt to be a singer one day.
Is it possible? Sometimes I will ask myself, doubt myself.
But I suppose I shall stop, since I can't think of other things that will interest me except for music.
I might as well work for it and have a goal that I want to do.

Though it may sound childish to other people, but I have told God what is it.
It's a secret between us though. Lol.

Alright, time to go.
OHM is feeling nothing now, haha.
Just feel like watching shows then look for the show's soundtracks if its very touching.
Well, singing will always be my Number.1 Favourite hobby in my life. (:

Ja ne, minna.

Weekends are not fun anymore.

2009-08-15T19:41:00.002+08:00

Maybe this is gonna be my last post.
Perhaps..

Anyway, weekends are boring.
Though I can rest, but I don't feel like it.
Though I am tired, but I just don't wanna lie on the bed -.-
This is lame right, I know.
But I really wanna do something.
It's been some time since I go to church.
I will go soon.

No reasons for why I didn't go.
Even I don't know why too.
Don't force me to tell you the reasons.
But I have no reasons.
And other comments please keep it to yourself.

I think I may have changed.
Into a person who's not so hyper.
Though I still can go crazy, but it's not so crazy compared to last time.
Is it that I've grown mature a lil?
Maybe...

Maybe it's the feeling of being alone had made me grown more mature.
Well, last time I used to hate being alone.
It seems like I can't do anything alone but I've always acted tough on that.
And not much people know except for my family members.
Haha, acting independent isn't fun you know.

But now, I gradually understand why some of my friends love to be alone sometimes.
Some of them loves to go shopping alone by themselves, etc.
And now, I can cope with the loneliness.
Lol, it may sound weird but I am not very scared of being lonely already.
Perhaps it's because I'm in a class without really very very very close friends.
My cliques are at other classes and in pairs, except for me.
However, this is probably a task given by God.
Maybe he's trying to let me to cope loneliness.
He wants me to be more mature.

Or was it an exchange?
Maybe he never put my close friends in my class in exchange to all good subject teachers come to teach our class?

I'm sure it's one of these.
Because I can feel it :)
Anyway, I'm really trying very hard now.
For my studies of course.
I can't be bothered with relationships now.
Though its been 3 years...

But I kinda like, put it aside already.
I no longer talk about this with my close friends.

And sometimes, I'm thinking to myself.
Does anyone know the real me?
Only God knows. (?)
Because I kinda like.. Have a feeling that I don't really understand myself.
Being happy, emo, angry, pissed, bored, hyper, crazy... All these I'm not sure too o.o

You may not know what I exactly mean.
But sometimes I will have some weird imaginations floating in my head.
Sometimes or maybe everytime, I'm being very anxious to talk or say something.
And last few weeks was the 1st time someone (My tuition teacher) told me that I'm very nervous.
Maybe its not the 1st time as I don't really care.
But this time, I am thinking that why are there people saying that I'm very nervous when I talk.
Like I'm 'chiong'-ing to talk, I'm rushing everything.

And I have some reasons behind it.
Maybe its because that I was treated difficult back then when I was in Primary school.
My tuition teachers will want us to do things quickly.
And for 6 years, I'm having tuition continuously.
Changing teachers here and there.
Then, when I reached Sec school, I tried very hard and managed to score quite well for my examinations and tests.
Therefore, mom never send me to tuition until a month back.
When my pastor asked if I want to have maths tuition and other people persuading me to.
I became the same me last time when I attended the tuition there.
Hearing from my churchmates that the tuition teacher is a joker, though he'll be strict.
Well, when it comes to this word 'strict', I became very... (Maybe you can say nervous).
Even though I'm not so scared of teachers now because I dare to ask them questions unlike last time.

But this teacher is a person who relax and teach us properly.
However, I can't seem to be relaxing when it comes to studies.
I would ask him the questions and tell him to answer me quickly.
He even teased me and said, "So fast for what, go take aeroplane la."
haha, that was funny and embarrassing but I continued asking him with that 'nervous' attitude.

LOL, without noticing that I'm always like.. Talking so quickly..
I don't even noticed that I'm fierce when my tuition teacher told me.
He said I was speaking so quickly and it sound as if I'm being very fierce.
Haha, but I think its because he don't really know the real me, that's why.
Am i fierce? Yes, I can be very fierce.
But if people treat me nicely, I will only make them laugh instead of crying. :X

I'm writing very long post x.x
Shall end here.
Ja ne.

Sayonara, minna.

2009-08-13T17:57:00.000+08:00

Hello. It's been a while :)
As usual, these days we are all busy with our school tests and home works.
Every term we will have 2 tests for each subjects.
That's why its really tiring.

Well, I've been thinking.
Perhaps I should write my 'stories' in a diary instead of blogging.
Since blogging is kinda boring to me now as there are not much people tagging or reading too.
I might as well write it and keep it to myself then maybe I will write my diary again when I'm older to bring back my memories :)
Because I don't really like to write it here, as some people may disagree with my point of view here and there and might gossip about it. Though I don't really care, but I really want people to tag about my blog post whenever I've posted a new one.
And it seems to be that people usually just write something like: "Hey, I've tagged. Tag me back." Or things like "I miss you, reply me back." And that's it.
Nobody seems to be really commenting about my blog post when actually I want them to.
What I mean about commenting about my post is that I hope to get more advice from people, instead of criticism and insults.
I want to change, to a better self of course.

But it seems like it won't work @ all.
My blog is dying now obviously. And it won't work well with people just tagging me those tags that are no link to my posts.
I'm sorry guys but I think maybe I will not blog anymore and write my stuffs in a diary instead.
Since everyone's busy with school work, including me.
I've not much time to really blog.
So, this is perhaps the last few times that I'll blog.
Or maybe the last.

Alright, gotta go and take a bath.
There's physics & POA homework to complete and Emaths test tomorrow.
Have to rush, as I've just reached home from choir.

Ja ne, minna-san!
Sayonara.

Back.

2009-08-10T18:18:00.000+08:00

Tadaima! :D

I'm back from M'sia.
Reached before 6 :)

Bored, but i feel the best when i'm home!
Alright its time to watch my showz.

Bye!

Bye :D

2009-08-08T16:00:00.001+08:00

Yo.
Anyone reading this?
Anyway, I'm going to M'sia in a few mins time.
Bye all!
And congrats to those who had baptism today :D

Omedeto (Congratulations)!
Ja ne, minna san(Seeya, everyone)!

(Currently I'm learning some basic Jap!)

Super bored!

2009-08-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

Bored. I've completed most of my home works.
Left with 1 more. :) And I haven't touch my tuition work yet, wondering if I'm gonna go tuition tomorrow or not.
Anyway, I've finished watching a detective show - Tantei Gakuen Q.
Super nice, alil scary and mysterious. Good lines and this show taught me a lot of things.
The way the young detectives solve those cases were SUGOI!
Especially there's Yamada Ryosuke inside, the cute and cool guy :D

Hahah. Anyway, I'm still in love with Gokusen.
I'm watching it again lol, and I've been thinking a lot as well.
I thought to myself, perhaps if Yankumi isn't strong enough to fight with those high schoolers, she couldn't do anything to change them.
Been wondering who can give me an answer about this, lol.
Cause majority of the woman are weaker than man.
That's why. Even though Yankumi worked hard to help those students, but she still has to fight.
But a good thing about her is that she listens and believes her students.
I'm also wondering if any teacher out there will be that kind of person.
In this world, can you find a teacher who will fully believe in his/her students?
Can you find a teacher that will listen to your explanation even if you didn't do anything wrong?
It's hard right, as a student.
Or even worse, as a student who always causes trouble.
It still doubts me that there's a teacher that would listen/believe his students.
Teachers always don't want to hear any explanations, they will just say, "I don't want to hear your excuses."
When it comes to this, I really wanna land a punch on that teacher's face.
Teachers said, "I'm a teacher whose paid to teach you all a particular subject, you want to learn or not that's your problem."
As always, you will hear this from almost all the teachers.
But this won't help the teacher much if every the students failed.
Cause in fact, many students should know that teachers will get high pay if they teach well,
if not, they probably will get low pays.
Hahaha, so by this, some teachers will start 'caring' about their students' results.
Unlike Yankumi, (though its just a show) Yankumi not only cares for her students' results, she really teach them a lot about trust, friendships and teamwork.
What's more, she wants them to graduate knowing how their future will be.

LOL, maybe you only can find 1 of this kinda teacher among 100 billions teachers.
Exaggerating? But its the truth. By now, I still haven't see a teacher who is like Yankumi.
One more important thing, Yankumi treats her students like friends.
And she loves her students to call her nickname - Yankumi.
instead of calling her Yamaguchi-sensei.
But of course, you will hear from those teachers out there saying, "I am not your friend okay, I am your teacher. We are from different levels, don't treat me in the same level like how you treat your friends."
Apparently, I've heard this a few days ago.
hahaha, anyway this is my blog.
I can say whatever I want. But of course, I won't write any nasty stuffs here scolding teachers -.-
I know what I am doing. Even so, I also don't think there'll be any teachers here to view my blog.
Even if there is, I'm not scared at all.

Teachers... Lol, like what those students in Gokusen said, "What can a teacher do?"
Probably just teaching us a particular subject well, but don't really believe in us.
The reason some said that they will believe in their students because they want them to do well for the exams.
For example, they would say, "I believe that you can do well for this examination."
hahah, they just believe in the person's brain instead of the person's heart.
Especially older teachers, they think they are very pro in teaching because they have taught for many years.
So what? They can't even understand what students are thinking and make assumptions themselves.
Like anybody will listen to these damn teachers, probably they will listen to what they teach.
But from what I have learnt, many students couldn't communicate well with teachers above 50 or 60 years old.
Those teachers will start talking grandmother's stories or nag @ students.
Keep nagging till the class ends, then in the end blame students saying that they wasted the teacher's time.
Lol, c'mon la. Its those teachers' fault and they even wanna put the blame on the students?

Whatever. But up till now, I still don't really believe in teachers.
Weird right? Actually.. Not really. LOL.
I believe in some teachers, not many though.
Most had showed me their bloody attitudes so I don't really give a damn.
Well, I'm writing a lot today.
Because i'm bored. (Points to my title.)

Hahah, that's all la.
I'm going back to watch my Gokusen.
I really wish all the teachers can watch this show or watch [Scrap teacher] or [sensei wa erai].
And probably change their stupid mindset towards facing their students.
I'm sorry I have to say that its stupid because most teachers or apparently, all teachers said/done some of the things I've stated above.

Any teachers out there can prove to me that they truthfully believe their students and will listen to their explanations?
I bet, even some parents couldn't do that.
But people will start telling me, "Do you know how difficult it is to be a parent/teacher?"
Obviously the answer is no, but the way these people react can influence every child.
Just show us the right way, and we will choose the right path.

Ciao! :DD
(Don't worry, I'm not really a bad kid though, but I hate sucky teachers. )

Super bored!

2009-08-01T18:57:00.000+08:00

Bored. I've completed most of my home works.
Left with 1 more. :) And I haven't touch my tuition work yet, wondering if I'm gonna go tuition tomorrow or not.
Anyway, I've finished watching a detective show - Tantei Gakuen Q.
Super nice, alil scary and mysterious. Good lines and this show taught me a lot of things.
The way the young detectives solve those cases were SUGOI!
Especially there's Yamada Ryosuke inside, the cute and cool guy :D

Hahah. Anyway, I'm still in love with Gokusen.
I'm watching it again lol, and I've been thinking a lot as well.
I thought to myself, perhaps if Yankumi isn't strong enough to fight with those high schoolers, she couldn't do anything to change them.
Been wondering who can give me an answer about this, lol.
Cause majority of the woman are weaker than man.
That's why. Even though Yankumi worked hard to help those students, but she still has to fight.
But a good thing about her is that she listen and believe her students.
I'm also wondering if any teacher out there will be that kind of person.
In this world, can you find a teacher who will fully believe in his/her students?
Can you find a teacher that will listen to your explanation even if you didn't do anything wrong?
It's hard right, as a student.
Or even worse, as a student who always causes trouble.
It still doubts me that there's a teacher that would listen/believe his students.
Teachers always don't want to hear any explanations, they will just say, "I don't want to hear your excuses."
When it comes to this, I really wanna land a punch on that teacher's face.
Teachers said, "I'm a teacher whose paid to teach you all a particular subject, you want to learn or not that's your problem."
As always, you will hear this from almost all the teachers.
But this won't help the teacher much if every the students failed.
Cause in fact, many students should know that teachers will get high pay if they teach well,
if not, they probably will get low pays.
Hahaha, so by this, some teachers will start 'caring' about their students' results.
Unlike Yankumi, (though its just a show) Yankumi not only cares for her students' results, she really teach them a lot about trust, friendships and teamwork.
What's more, she wants them to graduate knowing how their future will be.

LOL, maybe you only can find 1 of this kinda teacher among 100 billions teachers.
Exaggerating? But its the truth. By now, I still haven't see a teacher who is like Yankumi.
One more important thing, Yankumi treats her students like friends.
And she loves her students to call her nickname - Yankumi.
instead of calling her Yamaguchi-sensei.
But of course, you will hear from those teachers out there saying, "I am not your friend okay, I am your teacher. We are from different levels, don't treat me in the same level like how you treat your friends."
Apparently, I've heard this a few days ago.
hahaha, anyway this is my blog.
I can say whatever I want. But of course, I won't write any nasty stuffs here scolding teachers -.-
I know what I am doing. Even so, I also don't think there'll be any teachers here to view my blog.
Even if there is, I'm not scared at all.

Teachers... Lol, like what those students in Gokusen said, "What can a teacher do?"
Probably just teaching us a particular subject well, but don't really believe in us.
The reason some said that they will believe in their students because they want them to do well for the exams.
For example, they would say, "I believe that you can do well for this examination."
hahah, they just believe in the person's brain instead of the person's heart.
Especially older teachers, they think they are very pro in teaching because they have taught for many years.
So what? They can't even understand what students are thinking and make assumptions themselves.
Like anybody will listen to these damn teachers, probably they will listen to what they teach.
But from what I have learnt, many students couldn't communicate well with teachers above 50 or 60 years old.
Those teachers will start talking grandmother's stories or nag @ students.
Keep nagging till the class ends, then in the end blame students saying that they wasted the teacher's time.
Lol, c'mon la. Its those teachers' fault and they even wanna put the blame on the students?

Whatever. But up till now, I still don't really believe in teachers.
Weird right? Actually.. Not really. LOL.
I believe in some teachers, not many though.
Most had showed me their bloody attitudes so I don't really give a damn.
Well, I'm writing a lot today.
Because i'm bored. (Points to my title.)

Hahah, that's all la.
I'm going back to watch my Gokusen.
I really wish all the teachers can watch this show or watch [Scrap teacher] or [sensei wa erai].
And probably change their stupid mindset towards facing their students.
I'm sorry I have to say that its stupid because most teachers or apparently, all teachers said/done some of the things I've stated above.

Any teachers out there can prove to me that they truthfully believe their students and will listen to their explanations?
I bet, even some parents couldn't do that.
But people will start telling me, "Do you know how difficult it is to be a parent/teacher?"
Obviously the answer is no, but the way these people react can influence every child.
Just show us the right way, and we will choose the right path.

Ciao! :DD
(Don't worry, I'm not really a bad kid though. )

Say Good-bye to 模范棒棒堂! ):

2009-07-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

Just finished watching last episode of 模范棒棒堂, super touched cause its really ending.
Thanks to all members of BBT, FanFan Jie, Andy and B2 ge all these people. BBT is a success. Over 800+ Episodes for 3 years!
Super nice & funny, BBT will be remembered by everyone!

Lastly, I wanna say this:
分开不是结束, 而是全新的引发! 功在棒棒堂!

永远的棒棒堂！ (L)

Tiring week.

2009-07-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

Omg, this is so tiring!
Tests tests tests.
Tomorrow have 3 tests somemore.
Should be having 2, but physics test postponed till tomorrow. -.-

Anyway, I'm going to study soon.
Currently in love with Jap shows & songs.
Love Hey! Say! JUMP. :)
Its a band with 10 members in it.
They are super cute and cool. LOL.
Especially Yuri Chinen, he's super cute!

Hahaha. Ok, i shall stop talking about them.
But I can confirm with you, girls will be in love with them for a while.
After watching their shows, and of course, listening to their songs.
Their voices are really awesome! SUGOI NE.

Really hope I can have a great voice.
Haha, I'm not daydreaming ok.
I'm like practicing everyday :D

Alright then, shall go and study for my tests.
Lord, please let me pass with better results!
Bye!

lame~

2009-07-26T14:37:00.000+08:00

Seems like blogger has some crazy problems with the posting.
Idk what the hell happened, but never mind.

Anyway, went for tuition today.
Finished Emaths worksheet there, so tired sia.
My tuition teacher tot my hobby is sleeping, cos i look rather sleepy.
Actually is the other way round lor, I don't have enough sleep, that's why.
My hobby is watching show/singing ok. :D

Bored now, my dad brought some uncles back home siol.
So irritating. They smoke freaking lots, damn smelly.
Hate it when dad brings his friends here, they suck man.

And they are leaving like... @ 6pm+?
Now I wonder if I can go out or not. Because I can't find my bloody earpiece!!!!
Damn it, where is it -.-
I wanna watch my showwwww, with my earpiece on.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Sunday is rather boring cos tomorrow needa go to school again!

Guess I shall watch my show with the speakers on, don't care those uncles -.-
Ok, nothing much to post.
More tests coming up, be prepared! >:

Bye!

don't worry, she don't like you anymore. :)

Gokusen: The Movie.

2009-07-21T17:11:00.004+08:00

Yankumi's the BEST!

Hahah, I'm super in love with Gokusen 2 & 3. And I'm waiting for the movie to be up in SG! Hope it will be showing in Singapore. ]: I wanna see Kame-Chan, Hayami Mokomichi, Koike Teppei, Miura Haruma and of course TAKAKI YUYA!!!!! So happy that most of the students from Gokusen 1, 2 & 3 (And the new 3D class) are in the movie except for Jin! >:
Can't wait!!!!!

Haha, I've found Gokusen 3 special parts on youtube already! Finally... Cause I can't find it anywhere! -.-
Hahaha. Anyway, I've finished watching it. So.. I'm finding shows to watch again.

Not forgetting that I still have home works to be done. And many tests coming up. Zzz!

Gotta go, byebye!

Update!

2009-07-17T16:47:00.004+08:00

(Left-right - Takeda, Tsuchiya, Hyuuga.)

Ahhh, I really managed to watch finish quite a number of shows within like 2 or 3 days.
Hahaha, after watching [ Absolute Boyfriend ], I went to search on shows that Hayami Mokomichi acted in. And I managed to find a show called [ Gokusen 2 ]. The show is great!
SUGOIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
Tsuchiya - (Middle of the pic) Hayami mokomichi's hairstyle is nice in there and he's so TALL.
Takeda - (Left of the pic) Koike Teppei is super cute!
And as for Kamenashi, who acted as Odagiri Ryu in Gokusen 2, sang the song - my current blogsong. His voice is very nice :)
And he's very cool in the show as well [:
But, YANKUMI IS THE BEST!
Well, its already a priority when a woman is stronger than a man.
I bet many girls want to be stronger than guys.
But that's rare cases. Haha. I mean.. Really strong.
Though its just a show, but the story is very good.
Hahaha. Love that show!
Anyway, I didn't went to watch Gokusen & Gokusen 3 as the students there are different people.
The reason I watch Gokusen 2 only is because Hayami & Koike are in there. :D
Hahaha, now I've finished watching this show.
Finding more shows to watch.

Ok, let's skip this.
Today had our Emaths test, wonder if I could get @ least a 'B'.
And the lame part of school is during Chinese lesson.
Everyone was laughing non-stop, super funny and lame.
Hahaha. Well, I won't post it here.
Cos I'm getting sleepy now. hahaha.

K, off to nap!
Byebye. :D

Update.

2009-07-13T19:09:00.003+08:00

Here to update.
This is the 3rd week of term 3.
And there's tons of works to be done, to be studied and to be in my BRAIN.
Hahaha, ok I'm kinda sot here. -.-
Though there's school, I still have the urge to watch shows ._.
Kenna lectured by mom a lot of times already, but I can't stop.
Lol, don't worry I can control.

Anyway, went to church on Saturday.
Pastor said that some people should stop daydreaming about loves, relationships and many more stuffs.
After hearing what he said, I thought to myself for a while, thinking whether I am the one who's dreaming. Probably a lil, but I'm not into relationships all these now.
My mind is very clear that I should focus on studies than all these now.
And I clearly know what to do. Haha, but the urge to watch some shows is really irresistible.
I'm suddenly into watching Jap shows once again.
This time, I'm watching [Absolute Boyfriend].
It took me like 3 days to finish every episodes, since there's only 11 epis.
And its touching, although I really hope that Tenjo Night is a human instead of a robot. Haha.
Now I feel like watching another Jap show by Yui, called [A song to the sun].
And I haven't watch my [K.O 3an Guo] Epi 19 & 20 haha.
But the network is lagging like !()@&!#%!*#&^!@^#! sometimes.

Ok, anyway. I've finished my EL work and left with Physics & Amaths.
But I don't need to hand them up tomorrow, so I can do it later on :)
Alright, i think thats all.
Nothing much to post about, thats why I never update.
So sorry! But I only can tell you that school is tiring because I'm yawning every lessons.
Hahaha, busy busy busy.
As usual, TIME FLIES!

Gotta go, byebye!

Meaningful

2009-07-10T13:05:00.002+08:00

Hello!
hahaha, I'm here to share some meaningful stuffs.
But its in chinese hehe. :D
Took from a passage from the comprehension that I'm doing, find it very meaningful.
So I decided to post it!
Here we go:

世上没有绝对完美的事物，每个人，任何事物都会有缺陷和遗憾，人生因缺憾而精彩。

我们在不断追求完美的同时，也务必要学会正视现实，务必要学会接纳我们的不完美，因为只有不断发现不完美，不断纠正不完美，才能逐步实现完美。

人生谁都会有这样那样的缺陷，只要你能够正视错误和缺陷，下决心彻底的改正，经过不懈的努力，就会不断接近自己设计的目标，以至成就伟大的事业。

I like this very much:

那些在生活中老是觉得自己这也不行，那也比不上人家，对自己缺乏信心的人，究其源就是不能接纳自己的缺陷，老是拿理想中自己设计的那个自我和现实中的自我作比较，老是拿比自己高一截的人和自己作比较，老是拿自己的缺点和别人的优点作比较。这样比较的结果自然是自己事事不如人，什么也不是，别人都比自己好。

其实每个人都有足以让自己骄傲的长处。正如一棵树，如果没有美丽的花朵，也许有青翠欲滴的叶子；如果花和叶子都不美丽，也许有错落有致的枝干；如果花、叶子、枝干都不美丽，也许它有得天独厚的地理位置，在蓝天的映衬下可以显示它绰绰风姿。

善于接纳自己的缺陷的前提，就是要善于发现自己的长处。

Lastly, 人生就是因有缺憾才精彩！

Thank you. :D

2nd post of the day.

2009-07-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

Omg.
I'm having tuition starting from next weeeeek!
Ahhh, I'm nervous -.-
Because the teacher might be damn fierce .___.
Zzz, hope he does jokes around like Mr Raju.
Because I really dislike super fierce teachers! >.<

Wonder how its like to go back to tuition.
Because its been 2 years + since i last had my tuition.
So long :/ And now, I have to go for tuition again.
Emaths tuition, to improve my Emaths!
I can feel that my Amaths is better than Emaths -.-
But idk why during tests I can fail my Amaths!
Careless careless careless. D;

Supposingly Amaths is more complicated than Emaths.
But to me, I can understand both of these maths but I don't know why my Emaths can be so lousy. -.-
Just a C Grade for my Emaths, omg -.-
It sucks totally.
Amaths still okay, @ least a B.
But its still not up to standard.
Damn, I want As! >.<

Hahaha, gonna buck up and work even harder than before!
Hopefully I can score A for Emaths after having this tuition :D
And as for Amaths, I can ask Mr Raju :)

I think its not a bad thing to have tuition because Michymong is working now and doubt she has any time to teach me in the future. :(
So its best if I could go for tuition & consult Raju if I have any problems.
Raju is a joker but a good teacher sia. :D
He rocks :D Hahahaha.

Ok, other than maths subjects...
I still have to do well in my science!
Physics & chem... >.<
Its kinda weird when I can get all As in my Physics tests but yet I failed by 1/2 mark in the mid year examinations!
How stupid is that?! -.-
And I can fail all my Chemistry tests but I passed my Chemistry mid year examination!
What is this man?!
This is so ridiculous. Pathetic ohm -.-
Supposingly my Physics should pull my Chem up, but in the end is the other way round.
Lame right!

And then next would be English.
Awww, that one I must get a B3 @ least.

Hopefully, I can reach my target @ the end of the year examinations!
Wooo, lunch time now!
Bye :DDDD
(Droooooooooooooooooooools)

I wanna sleep!

2009-07-05T09:42:00.004+08:00

Tiring, I just want to have some sleep.
Lol. Once again, my blog is like dying.
Wonder who is gonna read this wall of text.
So sorry I lazy to put pictures or zilian ok. :/
Hahaha, anyway.
This coming week only Tuesday need to go school!
But we are still having our lessons online @ home on Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.
._____. Thank God there are not much home work to be done.

These home works are:
1. POA textbook Page223 Q5.
2. English Comprehension.
3. MT workbook chapter1.
4. Chemistry worksheet.

*And bring $25.60 to buy Chemistry, Physics, Emaths & Amaths TYS on Tuesday. :)

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Last night was finding the lyrics of the song .
The lyrics is good. [: There's 2 versions of it.
It shows what I wanted to say.
Haha, so happy that I could sing it. ^^

Okay, that's all for today I suppose.
Going out later on.
Bye. [:

逃避是不能解决问题的。
我不想逃避，只想面对，等待奇迹出现。
3年了，我的记忆还是非常的清楚。
现在，我们还需要联络吗？
我想暂时停止跟你联络，看看你的反应。。。

因为你是不会了解我的想法的。

BBQ/Saturday.

2009-07-04T16:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was quite fun.
Went to Chevrons @ Jurong in the evening, then after that everyone was eating non-stop.
Especially Si yun & me.
Lol, played ball games with the guys.
Then 9pm went up to watch the ultimatum.
After that, slack around and talk until 4am.
Then I fell asleep.
Woke up @ 6am, feeling super uncomfortable, so I went to bath.
After that, slack around till 10pm+ then check out.

Went home, sleep till 4pm.
But actually I set alarm @ 3pm, but idk why it never ring or something. -.-
And then sis said she's gonna wake me up, but idk whether she did or not.
Because church starts @ 4pm, and I just woke up -.-

lol, never mind. :/
Tomorrow or next week then :)
So.. Today's gonna be a boring day as well.
Feeling rather bored & lost, I do things clumsily ._.
I think I should stop for a while and see your reaction :/

Ok, that's all.
I'll do some home works to release stress later on.
'Cause after I completed them, I will be satisfied. [:
Bye.

YAWN !

2009-06-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

I yawned till my tears came out!

Too sleepy I guess.
Been yawning in class till school ended.
My class is really warm, its really very uncomfortable. D:
Anyway, we have only 1 home work today.
And that's additional mathematics.

I've completed everything.
However, I'm still stuck with some questions.
But at least I tried my best to do [:
Hahah, I'm quite tired now.

Think I shall stop here.
Lol, what a short post.
That's because I have nothing to say la :P
Haha, alright.
Bye!

Time flies.

2009-06-28T18:57:00.003+08:00

Time flies, tomorrow school is gonna reopen.
I would just have to face the facts that I may see some things happening.
Ahhh, I rather face it than keep thinking of it.
I have to solve it. But I'm waiting for God to tell me what should I do.

I believe this year is gonna end very quickly.
Then I won't have the time to think of all those but studies.
Hanging out with friends? It seems like its not very possible to.
We have our own stuffs to do, that's why we seldom hang out again.
And we are in different classes, its kinda hard to match our time.
Because someone may be having remedial lessons, another may be having CCA, etc.
But anyway, we are still as close as last time right.
At least we still talk to each other like 2 or 3 times a week :)
Thanks friends, you all are wonderful.

Other than that, I suppose I should fully concentrate on my studies.
Then when I go to poly, I will choose the course that I'm most interested in.

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Oh. 1 more thing to say!
Hahaha, I've learnt how to sing some Korean & Jap songs.
Lol, only someone know why I wrote this.
Right, mojojojo? :D
Alright. I think that's all for today.
Bye.

I'll just have to pray everyday & night.
Hoping that some miracles happen.
❤